if i convince myself
that everything around me
is slowly fading beams of light
then it's easier to say goodbye
i'm no good with
no-strings-attached
but i fine with
going back to
old lovers
this time
without the intention
of anything special
and trying to
make something out of nothing
i am good
with finding new lovers
who live in other states
too far away
and flirting
finding some comfort
in the way of words
wishes
of being close together
flirtatious advances
tuck me into bed
and let me rest
with the feeling
of being loved
by someone who isn't
obligated
YOU ARE READING
The future has already past
PoetryWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
