if i was only able to better communicate feelings of affection
to a cold un-listening void
it would be here that i write my feelings for you
but i've never been one to write about high points in my life
only confusion and sadness
but when enveloped in a feeling that steals away a creative flow
a depressing downward spiral of self deprecation
you can't help but to be thankful
that for one moment or the multitude of moments
that you no longer hate yourself
if i was any good at writing poems of affection
to the warm hearts
the hopeless romantics
i'd write one to make them swoon
one that makes them feel the warmth
the happiness and know that it will be theirs
but i am not writing to an un-listening void
nor am i writing to warm hearts and hopeless romantics
(even if i consider myself one)
i am writing to you
and that means more than any words can say
i am writing to you
as someone who means a lot to me
i am writing to the person
who i like
because they like me back
and after the past year
i wasn't even sure if that was possible
YOU ARE READING
The future has already past
PuisiWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
