Your birthday is soon I think it's the 10th but I don't remember and I feel a little guilty for not remembering,
not that I'm obligated to...
I went through your blog
in a spur of the moment remembrance
am i still blocked?
no.
I'd always try to remember where I left off
but I gave up tonight,
left with the lingering thought of:
I still have your sweatshirt
and now it's getting cold out
and it's in the back of my trunk, collecting dust and cigarette stench.
We talk here and there mostly about our affairs with Mary Jane, and how it's ironic in a sense. We both barley touched the stuff until we broke up
I miss you and I can't decide if I miss being with you
or just you in general.
I blame it on depression and just try to continue living and moving on. because what else can I do.
My dad says your a good person to know, no matter what bullshit you pulled that made us break up, because you're kind and smart and going places,
I don't disagree.
I feel i was petulant at times,
for how I handled the end. I was young and in love, maybe a littke dumb.
Anyway, I hope you're doing well.
YOU ARE READING
The future has already past
PoesiaWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
