do you know how it feels
to so blindly follow anything that someone says
to go along with their commands?
i can't get you out of my mind
and it started with hearing you were dead.
well at least that's what my mind said
the past two days you're all i can think about
(i told my boyfriend too)
((the one i love so dearly))
two days ago someone said rest in peace, gone too soon
with the same last name as yours,but a different first name
so naturally i think it's you
my only clue was the spelling of lovely, as lovlie.
i changed my email password
then snooped at emails five years old
and came across ours.
i was so desperate to have you
yet i was so young
i went along with all your plans
your words
anything to get your attention
sending emails of sexual stories
while at my great grandfathers funeral
i was desperate for your attention
YOU ARE READING
The future has already past
PoesiaWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
