i met you a year ago
and it's not as hard as i thought it would be to continue to live my life
i work a lot more right now and that helps
(i actually almost quit then i was given a raise so i'm staying where i'm comfortable)
L and i don't talk much anymore, i guess the novelty wore off and there is too much going on in her head to share with me, i bet some of it has to do with you. and i'm okay with that, or trying to be rather.
i met you a year ago, and you still had her unblocked on everything with hopes she'll contact you
i am blocked on mostly everything (except instagram)
and it's either because our breakup hurt so much you're recovering or i was never the one you wanted in the first place (which i know isn't true)
and i'm okay with that
i met you a year ago, and we were together for 5 months
and i've been single for 6 and we're right back where we started,
or at least i am... on tinder sharing my poetry to guys who think it's cool.
or guys who just want to fuck and think that by feigning interest in a hobby i barely do anymore
will get them that much closer.
i met you a year ago and my friends voices as echos telling me i am out of your league
leave behind a venomous smell because i thought you were gorgeous, and i don't know why looks matter when love is involved. (i think it's because i was sad for a while and they tried to boost my confidence)
i met you a year ago and in the five months of our silence i've grown (i think that's what you're supposed to do)
and i hope you have too.
i met you a year ago, and in 5 months makes a year from when we broke up.
and im okay with that.
YOU ARE READING
The future has already past
PoetryWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
