i told you i was afraid i'd end up feeling used
maybe slightly like the condom you slide off when your doneand you said
you were being straight forward and so was i
this was meaningless
not preparing for fireworks
and i agreed
i didn't know much about youother than your name
you didn't know much of me
and so i did itin the back of your car
legs wrapped around you
i did the things i'd never thought i'd be able to
you thanked me for allowing you to be my first
and i thanked you for helping reach my goal
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The future has already past
PoetryWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...