he says i taste better because i stopped smoking
he tastes me instead of cigarettes
and that makes me happy
because it makes him happy.
and he says he loves me
and i love him too
and i feel so lucky for that
and it makes him happy
because he makes me happy.
he reminds me of how proud he is of me
because i'm trying to quit
and never not supports me
and it's comforting
he says i'm his favorite
and my god, he's mine.
and that makes us happy
i doubted myself
all the time
doubted my relationships
my available level of intamcay
every thing about myself
but now, i don't.
i'm not embarassed
not over thinking
i am in the moment with him.
he makes me happy because he stayed
when i tried pushing him away
and gave me time to realize i shouldn't be afraid
he is comfort
respect
maturity
everything i've reminded myself
that i deserve ever since my last relationship.
he cares about me
and i care about him
he's important to me
and i'm important to him
and that makes us both happy.
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The future has already past
PoetryWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
