it wasn't the most important
or the most recent,
it was rather pointless honestly
and i have only my side left
you're responces and questions
disappeared into the void,
which makes it hard to remember my
motive
maybe guilt?
maybe mind games?
maybe my fantasy from the start was
taking too long,
but what i gather is that i addmitted
that i started smoking in spite of you
which is true,
and it ended up with my apologizing
and reasoning with him.
him being my abuser
you being my abuser
and i realized it's a learned habit
one that won't go away
YOU ARE READING
The future has already past
PoesíaWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
