i sometimes wonder why i couldn't have waited the few unforeseen and nonexistent
months until i could meet you and feel comfortable showing you my naked body
this is not regret
and we haven't had sex
but i know when we do
it'll be great
not rushed
not a bang
a kiss
a ride home
they say sex with someone that you love
is better than a hookup
and i've only experienced the latter
and while i'm proud of myself
opening up and exposing what you begged to see
against my own thoughts
and able to finally separate sex from emotions (sexual thoughts at least)
i still know that with you, it's gonna be better.
YOU ARE READING
The future has already past
PoetryWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
