with my lack of experience in love
i am forced to consider relationships from the past
never letting go of what almost was
it's exhausting
but i am sure of one thing
i loved them both
in varying levels of this
subjective term
i loved them both
in fleeting rays of light
not at the same time
and not in the same way
but i am sure that
when the words crossed my mind
and out my lips it was true
i renounced the term
it couldn't be real
if it wasn't reciprocated
with my lack of experience in love
i expected the one i loved
to love me back
but now i know
no amount of love goes unnoticed
even if they do not love me back
i loved them both
i know i did
and maybe in some way
the felt the same
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The future has already past
PoésieWhile my mind urges me to write something more than I think I can be myself, I sit in my bed the light dimmed and music playing in the background trying to figure out why It's in this book that I will write more. I'm not even sure it matters. I'm...
