Adopted by Cameron Dallas.

40. Christmas Eve

Emily

The next morning I woke up and felt like crap. Today is Christmas Eve. I'm supposed to be all happy and excited. I wasn't.

I wanted someone next to me right now. I felt like shit to be honest.

I got up and put some fuzzy Christmas socks on and walked downstairs.

I saw cam sleeping on the couch. He looked like a fluffy bear. I tried to be mad at him. It wasn't working.

I say at the kitchen table and scrolled through Twitter. Then tweeted

"@abcdemily: I really wanna cuddle"

"@abcdemily: so back to what I was saying this could be us but....."

I tweeted a couple more and people were blowing my phone up. Today we are supposed to drive to Arizona to visit my grandparents but I don't know what we are doing anymore.

I got many retweets and subtweets and things. After a while I got bored.

I went back upstairs and decided to wake the kids up because if we are still going.

"CJ baby wake up", I said shaking CJ gently.

He groaned and rolled over. I guess I could say he's a mommas boy.

"Cmon were going to great grandmas today in Arizona so get up", I said.

He say up and rubbed his eyes.

I laughed at him he's just like Cameron I swear.

After that I went into Addison and Kate's room. They are easy to wake up.

I started with Kate first.

"Kate do you wanna go to great grandmas today", I said lightly stroking her hair so she would wake up.

"No", she pouted.

"Why not", I said.

"Because you and daddy are fighting", she said. Where did that come from.

And as if it was an alarm Addison woke up too.

"You and dad are fighting", she asked.

I tried changing the subject.

"You know what guys I think we should just go downstairs and get something to eat"

They agreed and got up.

I went back in CJ's room to make sure he was up. He wasn't even in his room anymore.

I walked back downstairs to see Cameron awake throwing Addie so in the air and catching her. I thought it was cute since he didn't do that to her anymore.

We made eye contact. I gave him cold eyes and his were apologetic.

"Hold on Addie", he said putting her down.

"Emily", he said.

I kept walking.

"Emily", he said more firm.

I ignored.

"Emily", he said catching up to me and pinning me to the wall in the dining room.

"What", I said trying to leave.

"I'm sorry", he apologized.

"Sure", I said rolling my eyes.

"I'm serious", he said.

"Okay sure", I said.

"I", he said pecking my lips putting his hands on both sides of my head.