I sat in my room thinking about life right now.
I just cut.
Wow.
I kinda always had a feeling I would do it but I didn't think it'd be this early.
I didn't like it.
But I didn't dislike it.
If someone were to ask me how many times I cry a day I would answer to them none. I would simply tell them that I don't cry every day but when I have one of those days I can cry 1 million times stopping and starting 1 million times in one day that's how sad those days are. And right now is one of those days.
I walked him stairs to see if my dad had still been with that slut. He was explaining the whole situation to her when I got down there and I just simply stared at them from the staircase. I refuse to go fully down there and meet this whore and pretend to like her for my dad to be proud of me for being opening. That slut whore thing noticed me glared at me and my dad turned his head he looked at me and signaled me to come over but I shook my head now I didn't want to be near her I could already tell she was bad news and hopefully it just be another fling.
"Addison you can't be serious she's no harm come on her name is Laura and I think she'll really like you", dad smiled.
"She can like me all day long I don't like her at all I already know she's probably one of your sluts and she won't last she'll be just like Emily if she does last and we will be hurt once again and next thing you know will lose Kate. Then you and I will be all alone. Although I wanted that I don't want that anymore I want Kate to stay so bye", I said truthfully walking upstairs. I felt my dad following me but I didn't care to turn around.
He busted into my room as soon as I got in and sat on my bed.
I kept my arms covered.
"I can't believe you would say something like that you literally embarrassed me she is going to not want to go out on another day with me ever again", he said angry.
"I told her the truth I know what I'm saying and you're just too blind to see through the lies she's going to tell and the horror she'll bring into our family I know I don't like her dad and you can like her all you want to but the only girl I will ever except in this family is no one except mom and she's dead so looks like you're out of luck", I grunted.
"I'm your fucking dad you need to watch who your talking to", he threatened.
"Or what", I grunted testing his patience.
He slapped me.
He instantly took regret in his face.
I could only hold my cheek and look at him in fear.
I gulped and backed into the wall.
"Addie", he said softly.
"NO", I screamed at him.
"You always apologize I always forgive you ALWAYS how could mom love you I hate you and I MEAN IT", I said.
I didn't mean it.
I knew I didn't.
I was just trying to make him feel bad.
He walked out and I heard him tell the slut she had to go we were having family issues.
I ran down the stairs quietly and went out the back door.
Where am I gonna go.
I can't go to Sophia's she hates me right now.
Hayes's house.
I'd been out the house for three minutes and my dad was already calling me in a frantic matter.
I pressed decline 67 times that night.
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Adopted by Cameron Dallas.
أدب الهواة"Addison Elise Dallas" ..... That's me :) Every now and then there's a spelling mistake. I'm not gonna lie...