Adopted by Cameron Dallas.

91.Dad

Addison

The whole "vegetarian" thing has been going good actually. I feel better about the animals.

Alright bacon was my very favorite food everytime I see it I hear the little pigs snort.

Still dad and I aren't on good terms.

He's still trying to flaunt how much time he's been spending with them everywhere.

Yesterday he posted a phone of them together at the movies he took them to not me. The caption was 'the only ones that matter'.

Just the thought of that hurt. But I don't mind, I've gotten used to betrayal.

I dubbed my eye and say up from the bed.

I got up and got the scrapbook from my mom. I've never been to the back of the book because it had a bunch of 'open when's' on them and it just really experienced.

I've opened the period one and stuff like that but never any others.

To my surprise there was one that said 'when your dad is giving you a hard time'.

Dear Addie Cakes,

If he is really getting to you give him the second paper. DO NOT READ IT! it's for him only! Just know I love you and if he's getting to you, than you can just come to me and we can have a girls day. Your dad loves you and maybe he is going through something.

- Cassidy/Mommy

I wiped my eye from the tear that had fallen.

If only she was here to have a girls day.

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Dad was at the gym so I put the note in his sweatshirt pocket that he always wears after a workout.

I scratched my nose and looked through more picture.

There were pictures of me and her in the hospital.

Her mom was there smiling with her. She was looking down at me. Smiling from ear to ear.

She looked so happy with me. Not a satisfied smile, like a OMG MY CHILD IS THE BEST type of smile.

Now I only my dad would look at me like that.

I took a breath that ended up hitching. I but my cheek to refrain from tears.

I heard him some through the door so I closed the scrapbook and threw it under the bed.

I laid on my bed scrolling through Instagram. I heard him coming upstairs it sounded like he was coming to my room. I looked up to see a picture of him and her together at target. Dad put baby mittens on his fingers. Mom put on some baby socks that also did not fit.

He opened the door as I was looking at the picture. I grabbed it quickly and hid it.

"What's that", he said.

I shook my head.

"Nothing", I said looking down.

"You sure", he said.

"Yep", I said. Whatever was on that note must've all of a sudden changed his mind.

"Addison look I'm sorry I've been acting like rude to you it's just that-"

"Just what you read a note from mom now your whole attitude changes", I said glaring at him.

"Addison please just listen", he asked.

"No every time you do something so so so mean and I forgive you everytime", I sAid tearing up. No, crying.

"Addie you don't understand", he said.

"What don't I understand", I asked.

"A lot of things", he said. Obvi I don't know a lot....

"Just go hang out with the kids that matter", I said putting an emphasis on matter.

"Addison I don't know what came over me I didn't mean that stuff"

"You never do, do you", I said.

"Well you make me think different when you act like that", he said.

"ARE YPU KIDDING YOU IGNORED YOUR OWN DNA FOR THREE WEEKS AND THEN YOU EXPECT ME TO BE NICE AND HAPPY WITH YOU", I yelled.

"Don't ever yell at me like that Addison", he said.

"Fine. Have this", I said getting up throwing the stupid picture at him.

"That way I can be just some stupid memory of yours , I think the ones that matter really miss you, you should get back to them", I said getting up.

"Addison", he said coming after me.

"Leave me alone", I said running down the stairs.

He ran after me.

"LEAVE ME ALONE", I yelled.

"What do you want from me", he yelled at me.

I stopped.

"What do you mean", I said angry.

"What.do.you.want.from.me", he said.

I stayed straight faced.

"One moment you want me to love you next you want me to leave you alone I don't know what you want me to do", he said.

"You should know", I spat.

"I've always wanted you to love me but you just are all about your two favorites so whatever I'll just wait for my time to come and I'll live with mom and you can live happily without the both of us", I said.

Cameron

That hit me hard.

She said that and my mind went back to the note.

She was not born for you to treat her like shit.

That's all it said l, no more no less.

I felt like I was letting Cassie down.

My stomach felt like it was turning.

The food was slowly coming up then bam all at once I threw it all up.

Addison looked guilty after that.

I didn't want her to feel guilty about it , it was my fault.

"I'm sorry Addison", I said starting to cry.

"I'm failing your mom it I'm just trying to get back at her dad", I said.

Addison

What did he say????

I'm not her dad.

"What are you talking about", I said.

"I'm talking about -"

He closed his eyes and fell to the ground.

"DAD!"