Adopted by Cameron Dallas.

85.deja vu

Addison

It's been about a week since the vacation. But now we are going to magcon.

CJ and Sage and Kate are all going home because CJ has baseball and Kate didn't want to go and even though I didn't want to go either. But we all know how my dad with being fair he isn't very good at it.

"Are you ready" he asked as we got off the plane.

Soon a whole bunch of fans were crowding around him but I just went over to the window near the check in.

I felt someone's presence near me so I turned around.

Low and behold Jacob Sartorious right behind me.

"Oh hay sorry if I scared you I'm Jacob but you probably know that", he said Nervous.

"Hi I'm Addison but you probably already knew that too" I laughed.

We talked for a while until girls started noticing he was here. First it was about three girls then seven the ten then twenty then there was too many for me to handle so I squaty ran across the lobby trying to avoid fans and look for my dad at the same time.

I thought I found him so I started walking to him but a security guard stopped me.

He looked a lot like Donald trump and his lips were very chapped.

"Excuse me miss where is your adult", he said in a nasty old voice.

"I'm looking for him", I said trying to get out of his grip. He was basically groping me.

I kept struggling to get him off but it really wasn't working.

Soon a fan saw and ran to get my dad. Thankfully he wasn't mad at me but at the security guard.

"Sir get off of my daughter now", he said as nice as possible. Instead of letting go he continued to hold me and tell my dad he was a horrible parent.

If there is anything my dad hates it is people telling him how to raise his children besides his mom and his sister.

"Let go now", he said.

In all of this time I was so embarrassed there were so many fans taking pictures and Jacob was watching too.

We started walking to the elevator and Jacob asked me if I wanted to go to the pool.

I liked at my dad for permission but he didn't show any specific emotion so I kindly said I would love too. Although I sounded a little eager.

I went in the hotel room and put my hair in a high ponytail. I looked at my forehead and noticed it was very big well at least to me it was so I pulled a few hairs down to hopefully cause a distraction.

I put my purple bathing suit on from target because who honestly has enough money for those triangle bathing suits.

We got to the pool and I saw uncle Taylor. Dad gave him the bro hug. While I just gave him a natural hug.

I knew he had known about me trying to pull the plug on my life because he kept making nonchalant glances at my wrist. I DONT CUT YOU CAN STOP LOOKING NOW. I only thought that of course.

I saw Aaron. He already knew I knew that though of course he was at the hospital after a few hours.

He brought me candy and a bear.

More and more "members" came in to the pool area after that.

I started to remember old magcon and everyone there. It made me miss Shawn and Nash and.... Hayes too.

I took a deep breath and sat down for a while.

I started to think about how tomorrow would be. How all the posters from the fans would be the same. How all the screaming would be the same. I wished it could just be nostalgic but no it was going to be déjà vu.i knew that tomorrow I would walk on that stage Taylor would be hyper some new guy would sing like Shawn used to and dad will cling on to Aaron the way he used to with Nash. There wouldn't be a girl Dj who liked to share her accessories with me or do my hair all pretty.

I would walk in there tomorrow see all the "magcon family" and no one would call me Addie-son. They may not even call me anything.

It felt so wrong.

I was getting the same feeling I do when dad gets a new girlfriend. I felt like something that shouldn't be replaced is getting replaced.

We soon left the pool and went to the rooms.

I took a shower and put my pjs on.

"Hay what was wrong with you today", he asked.

Damnit he noticed.

"Umm nothing", I said.

"Are you sure you seemed off", he said.

"I have no clue what your taking about I was fine I am fine", I said.

"You seem like your smile was fake back there like you looked like you were having fun but something is on your mind", he admitted.

"Nothing was wrong", I said.

"You can tell me Addison", he said
.

"Yeah I could but if I did you would think that I'm being rebellious and just going against your ideas which I'm not but that is how it comes out", I said.

"Just tell me", he sounded desperate.

"I just feel weird like they all acted like they've known eachother forever like I don't know any of them", I said.

"You've never had trouble making friends what is different this time around Addie", he asked.

"That's the thing dad it's not different it's not different in the slightest way we all go to the pool before we all have fun you guys play games then you go to bed to meet fans it's the exact same with new people it's all the same and I don't like it", I said.

"Just sleep it over", he said trying to avoid an argument.

"Okay", I said going to my bed.

"Sleep it over", I thought to myself. He honestly does not want me to think anymore than I already have.