Adopted by Cameron Dallas.

87.Red

Addison

I woke up to my dad and his friends talking in our hotel room. I banged my head up against the sheets and pillows.

I got up from my bed and felt something weird. I went to pull up the sheets and make the bed when a HUGE when I say huge it was a huge red spot on the white fucking sheets.

I don't know what to do.

I locked the door. I panicked. I had no idea what to do. My dad and all his MALE friends are literally outside the door.

God I wish I had a mom. At this moment I didn't want sage I didn't want Emily I didn't want my grandma I wanted my mom. I wanted her to take me shopping for pads for her to buy me things and do girl things but no. A tear fell down my cheek.

I heard dad know on the door and ask me if I was ready to go.

"No", I said but my voice cracked. He knew I was crying.

"What's wrong addie", he asked.

"I want my mom", I whispered but he heard me.

"Addison please don't take this the wrong way but it isn't the best time for this", he said.

"Yeah go meet your fans I'll be here", I said irritated that he didn't even care.

"Addison I'm not leaving you here alone", he said.

"Okay", I said.

"Addie let me in", he said.

"Go get a fan and get her to come up here please", I asked. I couldn't believe I was saying that but it was the only option. I was not letting a boy in here.

"Addison why do you need a fan to c-"

"Can you just do it please", I asked.

There was no answer but soon someone came in the room it was a girl. Technically I let her in.

She had a Magcon sweatshirt on and leggings.

She was chill.

"Oh okay so this is the plan you take the sheets off you take some of these lucky for you I'm on my period too", she said handing me a pad.

"And then you tell Cameron", she said.

"No", I said scared.

"I don't want to I cant", I said embarrassed.

"It's okay I was embarrassed too", she said.

//after Magcon\\

"Dad I started my uh period",I said.

"Awe baby", he said.

"Your moms wasn't to fond of periods anyways she hates them and cried when it came around", he laughed.

Every time he talks about mom he smiles really big and talks a lot about her. Every time it is something new.

"Dad, I know I never really remember mom but I miss her a lot still like the times I went to heaven or wherever I was", I said.

"I know", he said sadly.

"But you wouldn't you know", he said. I knew what he was talking about and I just didn't know why he couldn't stop thinking of that.

"Do you think mom is popular in heaven", I asked.

He laughed a little.

."um I'm not sure maybe what do you think", he asked.

"I think she is because she is the best mom ever", I said.

"Do you think she still loves me", I asked.

His eyes went wide.

"Are you serious Addison of course she still loves you", he said.

"Do you miss her too", I said I was starting to feel that I was asking to many questions.

"Yeah but I don't just miss one thing I miss everything he smile her kindness how she made me love her even if we fought and the best overall she gave me a child", he said wiping a tear.

I heard a knock on the door.

"You guys wanna go out to dinner", I heard Aaron say outside the door.

Ugh first the pool now this.

"You wanna go", he asked lightening up. I didn't want to disappoint him so I just said yeah.

We got there and were seated I'm a little more paranoid when I go to restaurants now.

"So how do you like Magcon", Jacob asked trying to make small talk. I didn't hate this kid I didn't even have anything against him I guess I just didn't like the fact of a magcon remake.

"Which one", I asked not trying to sound bitch but don't you want my honest opinion.

"Uh tell me your opinion on both", he said not knowing what to do after I said that.

"Uh the first one are the uncles I grew up with and my best friend who became my boyfriend who became my ex boyfriend and now I only see two of them and As for this magcon I have kids no offense but there are kids who are literally my age", I said.

"Oh yeah", he laughed awkwardly.

"Well I uh know that you uh tried to", is he seriously bringing this up casually right now.

"Um please don't", I said as polite as I could.

"Oh right sorry I just I don't know I just wanted to I just um", he stuttered.

"It's fine", I smiled lightly.

We ate and they laughed for a while Jacob and I made more awkward small talk.

At the end we got in our car and went to our hotel.

I went to go in my bed when the huge red spot was still there. I guess I got scared because I screamed. Dad came running in then started to laugh.

"Oh god addie", he said going to take the sheets off. I just cringed.

"You so cute", he said ruffling my hair.