Confused

Perspective

Isn't it funny how our perspective on things change?

On life.

Nung bata pa tayo, we dreamt about life being so good, so nice, laging masaya. It's our routine to wake up early in the morning, have some breakfast, go to school then straight home, then eat merienda tapos hindi ka pwedeng maglaro hanggat hindi ka pa natutulog sa hapon. When I was a kid, I literally hate sleeping, may times na nagkukunwari akong tulog, I always end up sleeping tho.

But right now, mas onting oras na lang yung tulog and now we can see the other side of life, we're having small problems each and everyday. Tayo na lang ang bahala kung paano natin ihahandle yon. Nothing's possible if you believe in yourself that you can do this oher's say you can't. 

Sa life din matututo tayong gumawa ng mga choices na pwede nating pagsisihan. But we all gotta live this life without regrets. Just like what I've always say, if something bad is happening, you'll learn something. Pain is inevitable, we should nurture it. We should never give up on our dreams. 

But dreams aren't supposed to be dreams, dapat ay mapunta or magawa natin yon in real life. Bigger dreams means bigger resposibilities pero kung gusto naman talaga nating matupad iyon, makakagawa at makakagawa tayo ng paraan. It's our nature that we can come up some answers on our own problems, sometimes we just really need advices but the choice is always on our hands, never on the others. They got their own path to make and you also have yours. 

You just gotta keep moving forward, you can look back para makita mo kung  gaano na kalayo yung narating mo. And to all the people who keeps on bragging you make them realize that they can't take you down. God might not provide what you want but you gotta realize that he's giving you what you need.

On Love. 

I'm only 16 and I don't know a lot about love. But as what I see, people are hating disney for making us believe on fairytales, on happily ever after. There's no forever, as what they say. 

Pero may nakausap ako lately, sabi niya "merong forever, sa maling tao kasi sila nagkakagusto but that's just how love works, sasaktan ka para matuto ka para pag na meet mo na si "The One" ay alam mo na ang gagawin but that doesn't mean you'll stop believing in love. There's a time for everything, maybe this isn't your time or maybe you're just blind. 

When I was a kid, I see love like a scene that you'll want to happen to you, as a girl, syempre may iniisip tayong artist or kahit na sino na gusto nating maging prince charming but as time goes by, nalaman nating walang prince charming because that prince only knows how to be charming. Taray diba. 

Nakakatawa nga dahil pati yung mga disney princess ay pinagdidiskitahan nila, just like "Ano ba yan,nakailang iwan na ko ng sapatos ko wala paring nagbabalik.", "si Snow White, nahimatay lang may prince charming na agad. But sa lahat ng mga disney movies yung Shrek yung pinakagusto ko, it's almost close to reality not the ogres but the story. Nevermind. 

Well, yun nga. I read what I wrote on the first chapters of this book and I can say, I was bitter. But I was only a nene that time and I was surprised how love hurt my friends, it was really funny how it happened to fast and that made me locked my heart and throw the key somewhere. 

Whatever. 

To cut the chitchat short, you just gotta embrace everything whole-heartedly. You gotta learn to accept so everything will go to it's places. You got to remin yourself that you're worth it and everything takes time. 

I hope you learn something, if none. Cool! Lol.