Confused

Use

One of the things I realized in this crazy world is,

Everybody is going to Use you.

They'll always need something from you, sabihin man nila o hindi. At nasa iyo yun if you'll let them or not. And it's just that sometimes you feel like it's unfair because once na nakuha nila yon, they'll start walking away as if you never happen.

Sometimes, you just have to teach yourself not to care pero sino ba namang niloloko mo? That person meant a lot to you and it's freaking impossible for you to forget them.

And that's when you start doubting everybody around you, it will make you scared of trusting someone again. Because once upon a time, yung taong akala mo hindi ka sasaktan ay yun yung mananakit sayo.

Sabagay, they can't hurt you without your approval, but honestly treat it as a blessing in disguise, be thankful kasi natapos na, kung hindi baka forever kang naniwala sa isang kasinungalingan.

It's just sometimes, naiisip mo na ang tanga-tanga mo para maniwala sa isang tulad niya. You better not, because you did nothing wrong, it's their lost kasi may nagmamahal sa kanila ng totoo, and they just threw it away.

But some other time, naiisip mo na maybe, not everybody is really using you. It's a give and take action, usually.

Maybe it's just you who's thinking na ginagamit ka lang ng ibang tao because of what happened in the past, there are really people who'll teach you how to trust them, who'll show you that they care, that they'll always be there, it's really scary how time flies so fast. One day, they're here the other, they're just gone.

But not all people are the same. Always keep that in mind.

And there you are, thinking what have you done, why it didn't work, dude, you just have to accept everything. Accept that everything changes, nothing stays the same forever.

P.S. You still have your family, they'll always be there for you, no matter what.