Little Things

Chapter 19

I woke up and patted the spot next to me expecting to feel mike but the area where he had slept was empty and cold.

I sighed and got out of the bunk and changed into gray skinny jeans and an Memphis May Fire shirt,I put on Tonys old Key street hoodie he gave to me a while back.

I put on my vans and went for a walk to think things through.

I was absolutely in love with Tony and the fact that I got him back makes my heart swell.

I like Kellin but more as a close friend I never really had feelings for him but I didn't want him to feel bad or anything I guess I led him on and that was wrong but,I honestly just dont know what to do.

I had been so caught up in my thoughts that I hadn't realized I had bumped into some causing me to fall.

I looked up to apologize and I regret even looking up I saw my worst nightmare.

Alex.

My hands were shaking,he had a sincere look on his face but I was still worried.

He put his hand down to help me up,I looked at him like he was stupid,I got up and crossed my arms.

"Summer, I-Im not here to hurt you I want to apologize for everything."

"YOU HONESTLY THINK I COULD FUCKING FORGIVE YOU FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU PUT ME THROUGH,"

my yelling had caused a crowd but I didn't care

"YOU FUCKING RAPED ME AND ABUSED ME AND YOU THINK I AM JUST GONNA FORGIVE YOU? HELL NO I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO SAY THAT MY ACTUAL FIRST TRUE BOYFRIEND WHO I LOVE WAS MY FIRST BECAUSE YOU FUCKING RUINED THAT,I HAD TO HIDE ALL THE FUCKING BRUISES AND EVERYTHING BECAUSE YOU FUCKING HURT ME AND I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO GET CAUGHT!"

By this point I had tears streaming down my face,I didn't need to waste my time on him.

I went to walk away when he grabbed me by the hood of my jacket and slammed me down,I coughed a few times,he had knocked the breath out of me.

He realized what he had done and began to run,when someone ran after him.

*Tony's P.O.V*

I got out of my bunk and put on my black skinny's and a key street shirt and slipped on some vans.

I looked around the bus for Summer but there was no sign of her,I decided that she had probably went to see a band member or something,so, I wanted to clear my mind so I went for a little walk.

I was nearing the OfMice&Men bus when I heard yelling,I picked up my pace and tried to disguise myself in the crowd that was circling the woman yelling.

As I got a closer look,I noticed it was Summer and she was yelling at this guy I couldn't clearly make out her words but I stared intently.

She was about to walk away when the dumb fuck she was yelling at grabbed the hood of her jacket and slammed her down,I was pissed.

The guy began to run,I chased after him,I pulled him back by his shirt and started punching the fuck out of him,as I looked closer I noticed it was Alex.

I was beyond pissed! "I thought I fucking told you to stay away from my girlfriend?!"

Before I could get another hit in I was being pulled off of him.

It was Mike he told me to go check on Summer and he would handle Alex.

I ran and fell at Summers side,she was okay but i still wanted to make sure,I picked her up bridal style and carried her back to our bus.

I walked in and laid her on the couch,she smiled at me.

She asked me to sit by her,she moved over and I sat by her,her hand intertwined with mine.

We sat there and just talked about random things,I tried to cheer her up by making jokes,her laugh was contagious.

Mike finally walked through the door and smiled "He is taken care of and will be for a long long time."

I smiled at his remark,I knew mike had scared the living shit out of him.

Mike never messed around when it came to someone getting hurt,he didn't like to see other people hurt an he was more upset because it was his sister.

Mike told us he was gonna go an find Alan and Austin and go get wasted.

She sat up and looked at me,she gently placed her hand on my cheek,she started to lean in I closed the gap between us.

When we pulled apart she said three words that I have been waiting to leave her mouth and mean it the same way I did.

"I love you,Tony" she breathed and kissed my cheek.

I sat there in awe looking at her perfection, I have never cared for another girl like I have cared for Summer.

"I love you too Summer." She looked up and smiled at me.

I looked her. Just taking in the moment how could I have been so lucky to get a wonderful girl like her,a girl that actually has the same interests as me,and cares about me and not what I do for a living.

She was sitting with her legs pulled up against her chest,she lay her head on knees and wrapped her arms around her legs.

It was the first time I noticed the cuts on her wrists. It was also the first time I took in ever aspect of her,she had a tan complexion,her legs were small,she had gained enough weight to look healthy,she wasn't deathly skinny but she wasn't big either.

She had long arms,over the course of years we had known each other she had a few tattoos here and there,she actually had my name on her arm,she got my full name though

"Cesar Antonio Soto Perry"It was in pretty cursive.

Her facial structure was beautiful she had perfect brown eyes,her cheeks were the cutest.

I noticed she had my old Key Street hoodie on and it brought a smile to my face.

I leaned over and kissed her forehead,her arms moved over to wrap around my torso,I wrapped my arms around her shoulders and she laid her head on my chest.

I knew what she was doing,she liked to count my heart beats,it always calmed her down.

She repositioned herself to where her legs were wrapped around my torso and her arms were wrapped around my shoulders and she laid her head back on my chest.

She had always liked to sit or lay in weird ways,although this one wasn't as weird as the others were.

We sat there just talking to each other,we did this at home,we would lay in my bed and she would just talk to me no matter what it was about she just wanted to talk.

"Summer?"

She raised her head up to look at me.

"W-would you move back in with me?" I asked my voice full of hope.

"Yes Tony I'd love too."

She kissed me once more and laid her head back down.

Knowing tour was almost over I was glad she said yes,I had truly missed her and I was glad I had her back in my life but more importantly my arms.