Little Things

Chapter 18

I yawned as I stretched,I then remembered my cuts I started to panic. Luckily Tony was still asleep I gently pulled the cover off of him and pulled them over me and turned my back towards him. I was shaking,this is bad really bad.

Tony rolled over and wrapped his arms around me and shivered I felt bad so I placed some of the blanket on him. His beautiful brown eyes began to flutter open.

He smiled and kissed my cheek "GoodMorning,Doll." I blushed a light red and smiled.

"Are you okay? You're shaking?" He asked with a glint of worry in his eyes.

"Yea I'm fine just a little cold." I replied while looking away from him,he sighed and pulled me closer to him.

"I know,I saw them last night,I-I hate to see you harm such a beautiful body like yours. You're perfect the way you are,and Im sorry for just leaving you like that when I did,I was sad,angry,and anything but happy I mean we had just lost our baby and I'm sorry for not helping you through that."

I saw a tear roll down his cheek,I kissed his cheek where the tear was.

"Tony it's okay I still love you no matter what. I couldn't get you out of my head I mean you were my everything and you still are I just didn't know what to do."

He grinned a toothy grin and gave me a brief hug.

He got out of the bunk and put his boxers on and handed me my bra and panties. He said to hurry and put them on and meet him in the living room area of the bus.

After I put them on I put my hair in a messy bun and put on one of the boys shirts,I wasn't too sure whose if was.

I walked into the living room and sat on the couch by mike.

Mike and I were much closer than Vic and I growing up,me and mike just got along quite well not to say Vic and I didn't.

Mike out his arm around my neck "Morning sis!" He chuckled

He was always goofy in the mornings and to be honest I envied it because I was how can I put this nicely I was a bitch.

Sleeping with sirens manager came into the bus and told them that they had a show in 20 minutes and that Pierce the veils was shortly after that.

All the boys began to run around the bus frantically trying to get ready,while I just put on a pair of my shorts,which you could barely see because the shirt was so long.

"Guys have you seen my shirt? It was on my bunk earlier." Vic yelled

I laughed and sat on the couch waiting for Tony to get ready. Eventually Tony came out fully dressed and with his hat on he told the others we'd be at the stage.

Since fans were still pouring in,a few asked to get pictures with Tony so I stood back waiting,but this one girl asked to have her picture taken with me so Tony said he would take the picture.

She smiled ear to ear as we walked away,I couldn't help but wonder why she had asked to get my picture.

Once we got back stage Tony gave me a short kiss knowing he wouldn't be able to once the bands got in here,We sat on the little couch that was back here.

The boys finally walked in and SWS immediately were told to start setting up,I gave Kellin a short hug before he walked on stage.

The boys chatted amongst themselves as I watched Kellin sing his heart out,you could tell that this was what he loved to do.

Tony came up behind me and put his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek then he walked away I knew he only did that to make Kellin jealous.

The SWS boys came off and PTV went on,I gave them all hugs like I did with SWS,an I wished them good luck.

Justin shook his head and had a painful look on his face as well as the others. I knew I had messed up,I had hurt Kellin.

As much as I wanted to just run and hide I knew the mike and Vic would be mad at me,so I decided to stay.

Their set was shorter than sws was so they came running backstage Mike picked me up and twirled me around as I just held on to him for my dear life. He chuckled and put me down and let the others hug me.

They had a signing as well as SWS did so I went back to the bus.

I felt just horrible,I never wanted to hurt any of them. I got in mikes bunk and lied there I couldn't help but let a few tears slip.

The bus door opened and everyone went to their bunks,when mike found out I was in his he knew something was up he crawled in and pulled me to his chest and let me cry.

He was trying to calm me down but that wasn't working very well.

Eventually I ran out of tears.

He was worried I could tell but I didn't want to tell him cause then he'd go after Tony,I am his little sister and big brothers do not want to find out that their sister is sleeping with his best friend.

Mike pulled the blanket over us and he told me to just rest,I closed my eyes and buried my head in his chest,Mike was always the more protective one of me and I felt safer around him.

When we were kids Vic wasn't the kid to get into fights a lot but mike was he was very protective of me,especially.