Have you ever loved someone so much that you don't even know what will happen to you if they leave you?
No it's not two sided love but one sided where you google each and every reply of theirs, analyse their behaviour and text style hoping that maybe just maybe there is some little hope in their message, a little ray of sunlight for you to not give up.
But in the end it's just nothing. In their eyes you are just another person but only if they could see themselves from my eyes.
Through my eyes they are made up of flowers, Stardust, galaxy, peaceful nature and everything pretty you can think of.
Is it worth it? Giving everything to them and not receiving even a single thing in return..
It's not my mistake or their.... I just fell for them loving them silently from the hidden corners while they laugh with someone else unintentionally breaking someone without realising.
Even a tiny unusual text from them gives me a temporary hope only for it to be crushed within seconds.
Googling stuff like "How to overcome from one sided love" only for it to not work.
Late night text to your best friend crying in front of her. Telling her all the love and pain you are going from.
Why can't he look at me the way I look at him?
It's just getting heavier everyday. And maybe just maybe we both are together in another universe where you love me without me begging for it. Look at me like I'm your world... A girl can just imagine right? Even if we both are destined to cross each other for some time and drift apart forever...
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Not the usual ff but yes something that I wanted to always write about. It's not a ff just some frustration I believe.
I would be deleting it later on since it's Ishman book and not my yapper diary.
