"When I was in jail only two I could ever think about was my moms and koby. It ain't that everybody else wasn't important they just always meant the most to me" I said as my head rested on mariah lap. "You know" I asked. "I know" she said as she rubbed her fingers through my hair. "What about your father. Whats he like" she asked and I shook my head and stared at the ceiling. "Me and my pops , we never got along. It was a point in time we ain't have Shit. This was from when I was like 3 to 11. He ain't never try to change Shit, go out and work the right way instead of runnin the streets. Na my pops was the God of Harlem. We had the house , the cars. But really money never made me happy, it just made me feel good. And he use to beat my mom so that was a no go. Me and him got into it before when I was 13 , my brother didn't do nothin and my sister was young. I think that's why me and my moms so close. Every time he was about to beat her ass I a take the ass whoopin for her. My mom come before anybody. She never pointed me in the wrong direction" I said. "And out of my mom kids. I was the only one who walked In his footsteps. I was the only drug dealer" I said through laughs. "My brother do some illegal Shit but I don't know what it is" I said and she laughed. "And my sister just I don't even know" I said. "How old is she and your brother" she asked. "My brother 25 , she 19" I said and she nodded and I looked at her. "What you wanna know so much about me for"I asked through laughs. "Because your gonna be my boyfriend" she said and I laughed. "Yo what" I asked. "My boyfriend" she said. "Say I'm gone be yo nigga" I said. "Um no" she said through laughs. "That's what I'm gone be" I said. "No like I said your gonna be my boyfriend" she said. "Yo nigga" I mumbled and she smirked. "Ima miss that nigga keshawn man" I said thinkin bout when I first met him. "I met him when he 6 and I was 12. I always treated him like my lil brother. Like he always said he wanted to do what I did but I a never let him cause I knew he was gone go far wit that hair cuttin Shit. He was the best at it, only was 17. Dawg ain't even graduate yet. Its sad. He always told Me how he felt about shit , and I always felt the same way. Its like he really was my brother. We thought the same Shit people even said we looked alike. I don't know but ima miss em, he always made Shit better. Like if we arguin he a always say some funny Shit to brighten Shit up." I said as i stared into her eyes. she stared at Me as she rubbed her fingers through my hair. "It'll be okay" she said and I nodded and continued to stare at her. "Hopefully" I said as I licked my lips makin her smile and I laughed. "I've been looking for a special you" she said and I stared at her. "I been lookin for you too" I said. "Lie again" she said and I shook my head. "I ain't, I always wanted a girl who wasn't from Harlem. Harlem girls not for me nomore, I need a grown woman." I said. "What am I like to you" she asked. "Special" I said and she smiled and I sat up and kissed her lips. "How do I know your not just saying these things to me just to say it" she asked. "Cause when I say somethin I always mean it. So at the club I told you I can make you mine. Thats what ima do. And I ain't gone quit buggin you until I get you" I said. "You already have me" she said. "Oh yeah" I asked and she nodded. I squinted my eyes at her and she smiled. "How I know you not just sayin that Shit to me just to say it" I asked. "I can show you" she said. "Show me" I said. "You have to show me too" she said. "Show me how much you like me" she said and I stared at her. I picked her up and stood up with her in my arms and she stared into my eyes. "Ight" I said and I laid her on the bed. I slid her shorts off and her panties. I turned the light off and I picked her back up and lifted her up in the air. I put her legs on my shoulders and showed her that I meant what I said. "Oh my God" she mumbled as she held onto my hair. She tried to push my head back but I wouldn't let her. "Seaton" she cried out. "Shit" she yelled out. "Okay okay" she said and I laughed and put her down and she sighed. "You are like... " she said and I smirked. "I ain't boutta play no games. Or sugar coat nothin . Ima be straight up wit you. I want you right now" I said. She unbuckled my belt and I stared at her. I slid my pants off and pulled my dick out my boxers. I reached in my pants pocket and pulled out a condom. I opened the wrapper and put it on and she laid back. "No" I said as I pulled her towards me. I lifted her up and I licked my lips and she smiled. I put myself at her entrance and she tensed up. "Loosen up" I said. "I got you" I said and she nodded. I slowly pushed myself inside her and she gasped. She held onto my hand and I laid her back. I kissed her neck as I pushed in and out of her. Na I dead ass feel bad for her, no pussy for 4 years? Yeah I aint gone fib , I probably hit the lady guard like 5 times but sex wit the person you want is better. I went deeper and she dug her nails into my back and I sped up. "Faster" she said into my ear and I went faster and deeper makin her body jerk. I smirked and she wrapped her legs around my waist and we stood up. I sat her on the dresser and pushed deeper and she tried to push me out but I wasn't goin for Shit. She gone have to hang wit me cause I ain't pullin out. "Your too deep" she said and I ignored her and sped up. "Shit" I groaned and I wrapped my arms around her and went faster makin her yell out. "Oh my God" she moaned and I kissed her neck and slowed down. I pulled out and looked down. I sighed and licked my lips. "It broke" I said and she slowly nodded. "Its ight. We can chill" I said. "No" she said and I looked at her. "We can continue" she said as she pulled me by my hand. I kissed her lips and slid inside her and she wrapped her arms around my neck and laid her head on my shoulder. I held onto her waist as I pushed in and out of her. I bit my lip and went deeper makin her squeeze me tighter. I pushed deeper and felt a tear hit my shoulder so I stopped. "You alright" I asked and she nodded. "I'm fine" she said and I pulled out and looked at her and she wiped her face. "Whats wrong ma" I asked as I stared at her. She laughed while wipin her tears away. "I don't even know why I'm crying" she said and I nodded. "You do. so tell me" I said. She looked at me then looked down. "I really like you and I just, I don't know" she said and I continued to stare at her. "I just don't want this to end after this. Because that's what usually happens to me. Like not that any of those times mattered. Its just with you it's different. You know" she said. "Are you gonna stop talking to me now?" She asked and I sighed and she looked at me and I wiped her tears away. "No" I said. "I use to be that nigga. Like I a get a girl to give me what I want then never talk to her again. but I ain't gone do that wit you, I like you. Shit I think I like you more then you like me" I said through laughs and she smirked. "Foreal. This not endin no time soon if you don't want it to." I said and she pulled me into a hug and I held onto her. "You promise?" She mumbled as she wrapped her legs around my waist. "I swear" I said and she laid her head on my shoulder. We stayed like that for 5 minutes until I heard her light snores. I lifted her off the dresser and walked over and laid her on the bed. I laid next to her and she laid her head on my chest and I rubbed her back and stared at the ceiling thinkin bout everybody and everything. I looked at her as she slept and moved her curls from her face so I can see her. I kissed her forehead and watched her as she slept, who would ever think seaton a fall for somebody. I don't love her and I ain't in love wit her, but I like her and im not lettin her go.
