Mariah

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"Alright move" seaton said to me. "No" I said. He bit his lip and closed his eyes. I bent down and kissed his lips and he held onto my waist and I lifted up. I smirked and he flipped me over and sped up. "Seaton" I said and he shook his head and went faster and I bit my lip. "Baby" I yelled and he stopped and laid ontop of me and he laughed and I did too. "Man" he mumbled. "I fuckin love you" he yelled through laughs and I laughed. "I love you too baby" I said and he looked up at me and sighed as he laid his head on my chest. He licked his lips and I smiled. "I always loved when you did that" I said. "I know" he said while smiling. I smirked and he stared at me. "You wanna get married" he said and his eyes got low so I can tell he was about to doze off. I rubbed his back and shrugged. "I don't care" I said and he smirked. "Me neither. Long as it's us who gettin married" he mumbled while still staring at me. "You really gone go back to Cali wit me" he asked. "Why not" I asked. He nodded and held onto me. "Seaton I love you so much and I thank you for everything you did or do for me. I don't think I could make it without you.  Like those years that passed by without you were the worst years of my life. Now that I got you back , everytime your about to leave I don't want you to go. I don't wanna lose you baby so you have to promise me you'll always stay by my side." I said. "I promise" he mumbled half asleep.he scooted up and I wrapped my arms around his torso as he put his face in the crook of my neck. "I love you ma" he said. "I love you more" I said and he kissed my neck and a few seconds later I heard his snores. My phone started ringing and he climbed off of me and laid next to me. "Hello" I said. "Hey baby girl" I heard a voice say and I rolled my eyes when I realized it was my dad. I haven't talk to him in so long. "hi" I said. "How are you I miss you" he said. "I been better" I said as I got out the bed and put my clothes on. I looked at seaton and he was still sleep. I walked out onto the balcony. "What do you want daddy" I asked. "I called to tell you that um. Baby daddy got diagnosed with cancer like a week ago." He said and I stared out into space. Me and my parents been through so much. I really don't care for my mom but the only reason my dad acts the way he acts towards me is because of her. Other then that me and my dad always been close. Some how we just fell apart. "Your gonna be okay right" I asked. "We'll see alright" he said in a cracked voice. "Everything wasn't looking too good last appointment but stuff always gets better by Prayer so we'll see baby" he said and the tears fell. "Don't cry" he said and I guess he knew because it got Silent on my end. "I'm sorry" I said. "I want you to come see me. Whenever you can alright" he said. "Yeah I promise I will" I said. "I'll come next week" I said. "Alright well I love you" he said. "I love you daddy" I said and he hung up. I rested my head on the railing and sighed. The tears fell and wouldn't stop. The door opened and I looked and seen seaton. He opened his arms and I walked into them and he wrapped them around me and I cried into his chest and he sighed and rubbed my back. "My dad got diagnosed with cancer" I said. "He said last appointment stuff wasn't going to well. I just want him to be okay" I said. I know he knew how I felt because his mom died from cancer a couple of years back. "Shit I know how you feel. Don't nobody deserve to go through that shit. Losin Yo mom or yo pops is like losin yoself. Like when I found out my moms got diagnosed for the second time I ain't know what to do. And when she died I was all fucked up and I still am. You never know ma yo pops a probably be alright. Them muhfuckin doctors don't be knowin what they talkin about baby. First time my mom got diagnosed they said she was gone die from it but she lasted 10 years strong until she got diagnosed again and they told her she wasn't gone make it through the week but she lasted another week until she passed away. You stuck wit me through that point of time. So ima stick wit you. You gone be ight" he asked and I nodded. He kissed the top of my head and picked me up and carried me inside. He laid me on the bed and kissed my lips. He slid his self inside me and I bit my lip. "I love you baby" he said then he turned off the light.

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