I was sitting on the couch when I heard a knock at the door. I sighed and got up then I walked over to it and opened it and I seen Ahmad. "Wassup" he said. "Hey" I said. Can't lie. When Seaton left I got involved with Ahmad, even though he did wrong I still love him and I think I always will. He walked in and I closed the door and he sighed. "Look ma. I know sometimes I do dumb shit. I know sometimes I be hittin on you but believe me baby I be trynna control that shit. I love you. Don't think I can do this life shit without you, Im sorry" He said and I stared at him. I thought about Seaton because he means the world to me, but so does ahmad. Im kinda stuck. I walked over to him and he stared at me. He put his arms around my waist and sighed. "Please baby" he said and I nodded. "Okay" I said and he kissed my lips. He picked me up and carried me down the hall to my room. He laid me on the bed and slipped off his coat then he got ontop of me and spread my legs. I kissed his lips. "I love you" I said and he ignored me and continued. He slid my pants off and pulled his down. He slid his self inside me and I bit my lip. He pushed deeper and I pushed his chest. "Too deep" I said and he pulled out a little and kept going. I thought I heard the door open but maybe I was hearing stuff. He sped up and I bit my lip. "Oh my god" I said. The door opened and I looked towards it and seen Seaton standing there. Ahmad moved and I sat up. "Seaton" I said and he stared at me and nodded. "Its coo" He said. I looked at his hand and it was a little black box in it. He stared at me and then he looked down for a second. He cleared his throat and then nodded while lookin up. "Alright" he said and he walked away. "Baby" I yelled. "Baby" ahmad asked. "The fuck" he said. "Who the fuck is that nigga" he yelled. I got up and pulled up my pants then I ran out the room and he was already out the door. I opened the door and he was walking off the porch. "Seaton" I said. "Go back in the house ma. Before you embarrass yoself" he said. "Seaton please" I said as I followed him to his car. "Please" I said as I grabbed his arm. "Please what" he yelled. "Fuck you want me to do. You want me to be okay wit that shit" he yelled. "How the fuck you expect me to be coo wit my girl fuckin another nigga. The girl Im inlove with." He said and I looked down. "I fuckin love you" he said. I looked at him and he stared at me. "You understand" he asked. "Yes" I said through tears. "No the fuck you don't" he said. "I do" I said in a cracked voice. "So why" he asked. "Why do this shit to me" He asked. "I swear on my son I would do anything for you. This shit right here" he said as he held the box up. "Is gone be yours" he said. "I promised you." He said. "Thing is I did worse. I fucked up alot of times witchu. What goes around gone come back around and hit you. Im mad about the shit but I aint givin up on you. I love you ma. I really love you" he said. "I love you too" I said and he pulled me into a hug and I held onto him. "Im sorry" I said And he nodded and kissed my cheek.
