I looked at mariah and she was sleep. I sat up and sighed and pull my shirt over my head. I stood up and put my boxers and sweats back on. I licked my lips and walked over to her side of the bed. I leaned over her and kissed her cheek and her eyes opened. "I'm gettin ready to head out" I said and she sat up and stared at me. "Already" she asked and I nodded and sat down. I sighed and shook my head while rubbin my hand over my face. My phone rung and I looked at the screen and it was Chris. "Wassup" I said. "We made it here" he said. "I'm about to head out now. I gotta go see my p.o. if I don't come my nigga I'm gettin locked back up for at least a good 15" I said. "Days?" He asked. "15 years my g. Unless I get good behavior or she cut some time down. I can't even risk it though, koby need me" I said. "If Shit go left you know ima get you right and koby gone be coo wit me. I got em my g" he said. "Good looks" I said. "Alright. Let me know" he said. "Yup" I said and I hung up. I looked at mariah and She was lookin down. "I gotta go see my p.o" I said. "Chances is I might get locked back up. Shit for while" I said and she looked at me. "Why would you even get involved in this again" she asked. "I don't get it. Like you said koby needs you, I need you" she said and I looked down and nodded. "But your stupid" she said and I looked at her. "I know" I said while shruggin. "You ain't grow up how I did. You ain't been through the Shit I been through. So don't speak on Shit you don't know about. Sometimes I don't think before I take act. And that's wrong I know. But let me do me. I did what the fuck it is that I did and I gotta face the consequences. Koby know I love him, you know I love you so why the fuck you so worried bout it. Get that Shit off yo mind. I ain't gone see you nomore, most likely. So this is it." I said and she wiped her face. I stood up and she pushed her hair back. "You made alot of promises. If you knew you couldn't keep them why make them. I love you,this that me and you had" she said. "Is what I've been looking for my whole life. I thought I was living a fairy tale than we Got to the middle and Shit was fucked up and now we're to the end. This is how it's going to end. Me and you are done and over with. And now I have to try to forget you and move on. And as hard as that's gonna be I have to do it." She said through tears and I looked away from her and she sighed and shook her head. "And you don't even care" she said. "So don't say you do because you don't. Shit I fell in love with you in one month" she said. "One" she repeated. "You showed me things that I've never seen before. You took me places I've always wanted to go. You did alot of Shit. But at the end you still don't care. And you had me fooled. All of this was bullshit. I asked you, and asked you over and over am I wasting my time." She said. "Over and over and you didn't say Shit but you can't speak for me. You knew if I was or not. You got me this fucking far with you just to break my heart" she said. "Your just like tone. And all the other ones. I'm done" she said. "You have a nice life. And I hope you don't go to jail and I hope you make it to Cali to get to koby" she said as she got out the bed and put her clothes back on. I stared at her and she put her shoes on and then she looked at me. "I love you mariah" I said and she nodded and walked out the room and went downstairs. I sighed and shook my head and grabbed my bags and headed downstairs. I sat my bags on the porch outside and closed the door and locked it. Shit fuck this house. Anybody can have it. "Leaving already" this old lady that lived next door to me said. "Yes ma'am" I said. "I hope things are going good for you" she said and I laughed. "You too" I said and I put my bags in the trunk and shut it then I got in. I drove off and headed to my p.o. On my way there I praid to God I don't get locked up and if I do that it's only for a little bit if time. I made it there and got out. I walked inside and she looked at me. "Right on time because I was about to come to you" she said. I followed her to her office and she sat down and I did too. "So" she said. "Wassup Sandra" I said while sighin. "Alot happened last night. Bodies everywhere in Brooklyn. Day before that on crenshaw alot of bodies were laid out on the street. Thats your block seaton. Yours. Found a dead body at your baby mothers house." She said. "Wow foreal" I said and she nodded and I shook my head. "I know you had something to with all of that" she said and I nodded. "True" I said. "And your gonna go back in" she said and I nodded. "True" I said and she nodded and rubbed the side of her face. "For how long" I asked. "And last time you came in you dropped dirty" she said. "It was 20 bodies found on crenshaw. One found in ashanti's house." She said while lookin at the newspaper. "45 found in the warehouse in Brooklyn." She said. "And you dropped dirty" she said. "So what does that tell you. What do you think you should get" she asked. "None" I said. "Thats the only thing I know how to do when I'm mad ma. Word. And my moms died. My lil brother got killed. Shit I ont want yo sympathy but baby you gotta understand why I do the Shit I do. I get a joy out of some of it and I told you that Shit first time I met you. You fuck me or my family over then that's you" I said. "Ima be honest Sandra. Only person I killed was the person you found in Ashanti house.them other muhfuckas got killed. But I don't know by who. I don't go to Brooklyn. I can't go to Brooklyn. Wasn't nobody on crenshaw in my crew that night and I got proof" I said and she stared at me. "What proof" she asked. "I got cameras. It don't show us leavin" I said and she nodded and sat up. "You smart" she said and I smirked. "I'm not gonna lock you up" she said. "For the simple fact that you have a son. That needs you. I'm gonna let you go." She said. "And I know your lying" she said and I smirked. "I'm goin to Cali ma" I said. "Cali" she said and I nodded. "Ight you go to Cali and get your Shit together alright" she said and I nodded. "Got you" I said and she smirked and I got up and walked out. I walked outside, got in my car, and drove to Cali to my son.
