We knew it was tone and his crew that killed keshawn. We low right now. He gone get his in due time. Today was the day of funeral, Its been 2 days since he been gone. Everybody holdin it together you know , tryna get through this Shit as a crew. He wouldn't want us to be sad so later on tonight ima turn up for my nigga home going. After we left the church everybody went to the graveyard. His mom couldn't afford to have a funeral so I paid for everything. Nobody else just me, and as fucked up as it is I woulda thought Cameron a help but he didn't do Shit. He wasn't even at the warehouse after we found out he got killed. Shit gettin weird and I hate to question his loyalty cause we been brothers for I don't know how long , Shit a minute. Good thing is they said my mom won't make it through the week but she in the hospital holdin on for everybody. A extra day was added into her living so I'm spendin my day wit her at the hospital cause tomorrow she probably won't be here. Shit hurt, but I ain't gone show it. I don't want nobody feelin bad for me. Mariah been by my side ever since I met her, she a good person , even after she found out what I did and do she decided to still stick around when she coulda said fuck it and never talked to me again. I stared at the casket as they lowered it down into the ground and I sighed and dropped my flower I had ontop of it. "You ready" mariah asked and I nodded. She grabbed my hand and I wiped my hand over my face as we walked away. "You okay" she asked and I nodded. "I a be ight" I said and she nodded. We walked to the car and got in and drove towards the hospital. We got out and walked in. "Leslie banks" I said to the nurse. "I'll call and tell her your on your way" she said. "Thanks" I said and we walked away. I knocked and than I walked in. "Wassup ma" I said. "Hey" she said in a raspy voice. "Hand me that water" she said and I nodded. Mariah sat down and I put the straw to her mouth and she nodded and I sat the cup down and she sighed and laid back. I sighed and sat in the chair.. "How you feel" I asked. "I'm fine seaton. Trying to hold on" she said and I stared at her. "tomorrow is..." she started to say when I cut her off. "I already know" I said as I stared at her. She nodded and looked at mariah. "Hello" she said and mariah looked at her and smiled. "Hey" she said and my mom smirked. "Shes cute" she said as she looked at me and I laughed. She grabbed mariah hand and mariah smirked. "You watch after him okay. Don't let anything happen to my baby. Okay?" She said and mariah nodded. "I'll watch his every move I promise" she said and my mom nodded. She let her hand go and looked at me. "Where is koby" she asked. "Ashanti suppose to be on her way wit him right now." I said as I pulled my phone out. I dialed her number and she answered. "Hello" she said. "Where koby" I asked. "We're walking back right now" she said. "Yup" I said and I hung up. "they on they way to the room" I said and she nodded and mariah looked at me. "Come over here" I said and she stood up and sat next to me and held onto my arm. I kissed her cheek and the door opened. "Hi Nana" he yelled as he ran over to the bed. "Hi baby" she said and he sat next to her. "Whats all these for" he asked as he looked at the tubes comin from her. "Hey" Ashanti said. "Sup" I said and she looked at mariah. "Hi" mariah said and Ashanti looked away. mariah looked at me and I shook my head. "Leave it alone" I mumbled and she sighed and sat back in her chair. "When do you get out of here" koby asked. "I don't" she said. "Why not" he asked. "Nana has to go away" she said. "I know. Ma told Me" he said. "What she tell you" I asked. "Nana is gonna go to heaven" he said and I nodded. "I'm gonna come see you" he said and she laughed. "One day" she said. "Nope everyday." He said and I stared at him. "I love you" she said and he laid next to her. "Love you" he said and she rubbed his back. Mariah laid her head on my shoulder and I stared at my mom and koby. They my whole world in human form. "I love you seaton" she said. "Love you ma" I said as I held her hand. "and I want you to go see your father" she said and I stared at her than nodded. "I will for you" I said and she nodded and I kissed her hand. I scooted closer to the bed and laid my head on her shoulder. She laid her head on top of mine and I looked at mariah. She looked at me and I licked my lips and she smirked and looked away makin me smile. "Nana I forgot to tell you. I got you something. You wanna see it" koby said and I sat up and looked at him. He sat up and I looked at her and her eyes was closed. "Ma koby talkin to you" I said and she didn't respond and I stared at her. "Nana" he said and mariah stood up. "Baby go get the nurse. Anyone you see I don't care" I said and she nodded and ran out the room. Ashanti walked over to the bed. "Ma" I said but she still didn't answer. I nodded and sighed. I kissed her cheek and the nurse came in. She looked at the heart monitor and then checked her pulse. She looked at me and I stared at her. "She passed away. I'm sorry" she said. She pulled the cover over her head and koby stared at her. "She leavin already" he asked and I nodded. "She gone koby" I said and he looked at me wit the saddest face ever. He got off the bed and I picked him up and held him in my arms. He got off my lap and grabbed his bag. He pulled somethin out of it and pulled the cover off her. He grabbed her hand and put somethin in it, kissed her cheek and put the cover back. after a while we started to head out. mariah held onto my hand as we walked. "I'm comin to get him tomorrow" I said to Ashanti. "Okay" she said. We walked out the hospital and I was about to unlock the door when mariah grabbed my keys. "I'm driving" she said as she unlocked the doors. I got in and laid my head against the window. She started up the car and drove away. Whole way to her house I ain't say Shit, I didn't wanna say Shit. we got there and I got out. "I think ima head home" I said and she looked at me. "I wanna go with you" she said. "Na" I said. "Ima call" I said and she hugged me and kissed my cheek. "I'm sorry" she said and I nodded and grabbed my keys out her hand and walked away. I got in the car and watched her as she walked away. I started it up and drove off. I went to the warehouse And got out while slammin the door. "Wassup" Chris said. "Go tell jah and kj to get out here and y'all pull all the cars out back. I expect it to be done in the next 40 minutes" I said and he smirked. "Got you" he said and I walked inside. "Wassup seat" Jamar said and I looked at him. "Yo I need you to call everybody who not here and tell them to get here. and tell everybody that's here to come to the office now" I said. "Yup" he said as he pulled out his phone. I walked downstairs and walked into my office and shut the door. I sat at the desk and sighed while thinkin bout my mom and kj. They both gone be mad at me but at the moment I don't care. This ain't seaton, this killa and I'm ready to kill anybody.
