the moment I get Seaton back I mess up. I cut ahmad off completely , and I know if I tell Seaton that he still won't believe me. I was walking in the mall with my bestfriend Angel when somebody ran into me. I looked down and it was a little boy. When he looked at me my eyes got big and I smiled. "Koby" I yelled and he held onto me and I hugged him back. "I missed you mariah. How you doin" he asked as he let me go. "Im fine how are you. You got so big" I said in awe. "I been alright. And I know. You look different" he said. "In a good way" he said while smiling and I smirked. "Koby" I heard a deep voice say and I looked up and seen Seaton, Jamere and Chris. "Look dad it's mariah" he said and Seaton avoided eye contact. "My pops not really feelin you right now" he said through laughs and I nodded. "Yeah I know" I mumbled. "Koby lets go" Seaton said. "Lata" koby said as he winked at me and I smirked at how much he looked like Seaton. "Wassup Mariah" chris said and I smiled and waved. "Long time no see. Lookin good" he said as he walked away. I smirked at Jamere and he nodded. "You ready" Angel asked. "Hold on" I said. "Seaton" I said as he started to walk away. "Hey can I talk to you" I asked. He looked at me and I can tell he was debating on whether he should talk to me or not. "Talk to her" I heard koby say and then he walked away. "Im going to victoria's secret" angel mumbled as she walked away. I walked over to Seaton and he put his hands in his pockets and waited for me to talk. I opened my mouth to speak but no words would come out. He started to get impatient and I cleared my throat. "I'm sorry. And I'm done with him for good"I said and he shrugged. "That's it" he asked in a dry tone. I looked away then back at him. "I guess" I asked. "Ight" he said and he was about to walk away when I grabbed his arm. "Baby I'm sorry" I said in a cracked voice. "I'm yo baby huh" he asked while laughing a little. "Yes" I said. "I aint shit to you. Stop the bullshit" he said. "Remember you don't fuck wit me nomore. So you aint gotta worry about me ight. Ima disappear again. For good" he said and the tears fell. "You cryin" he asked. "Am I hurtin yo feelings" he asked while stepping closer to me. I stared at him and could tell how much he didn't care. "Them tears don't mean shit. Go cry over that nigga. Don't cry over me." He said. He pulled something out of his pocket and it was the black box he had the other day. He threw it on the ground and I looked at it then back at him. He mugged me then walked away. I picked it up and opened it and it was a ring inside. I watched him walk away and Walked into the bathroom I was standing in front of. The tears turned into sobs. I couldn't stop crying even if I wanted to. I stopped after a while and fixed myself up before walking out. We headed out and I dropped her off then went to the hotel that Seaton was staying at. I went up to his room and knocked on the door. "Who is it" I heard him ask. I didn't say anything and he smacked his lips and opened the door. He stared at me and the tears fell. "I love you so much" I cried. "And Im sorry Seaton I swear. I don't wanna lose you. Your my everything and without my everything I'm nothing. Please" I said through sobs. He didn't say anything , he just stared at me . I looked away and stared at the ground. "I'm sorry" I said in a low voice and I turned to walk away. I made it to the elevator and I thought he was gonna come after me but he didn't. All I heard was his door closing. When he slammed it shut more tears fell and I took the elevator downstairs. I seen jamere and chris walking inside. "Wassup" Chris said and I wiped my tears away and smirked. "You ight" Jamere asked and I nodded. "I'm fine" I said in a cracked voice as I walked out of the hotel. I got in my car and drove home.
