I haven't been to see Seaton, I heard what happened but I just didn't wanna see him. Which was wrong but, I don't really know. I've been having a hard time. But today, I was gonna go see him now that I knew he was home. I seen Jessica's car so I knew she was here. I knocked on the door and waited a few seconds and it opened. "Hey" I said when I seen Jessica. "Hey" she said. "I see your getting bigger" I said and she laughed. "Yeah I know" she said. "When are you due" I asked. "Two weeks" she said and I nodded. "Bet you can't wait huh" I asked. "Sure can't" she said with a smile. "Seaton's inside" she said. I nodded and smirked. "Thank you" I said to her and she nodded and closed the door behind me. I looked around at all of the boxes and I furrowed my eyebrows. "What is he doing, moving" I asked. "Yeah. He's going back to California" she said. "What" I asked. She nodded and walked away. She went up the stairs and I pushed my hair back and sighed. I walked until I made it to the living room and I seen him laying on the couch watching tv. "Hey" I said in a low voice. He looked at me then looked away and I sighed. I went and sat on the couch across from him and I stared at him. "How do you feel" I asked. He continued to ignore me and I felt myself get teary eyed. "I'm sorry" I said. "Fuck you" he mumbled. "What" I asked. "I said fuck you. Why the fuck is you here" he said as he sat up a little. "I came to see you" I said in a cracked voice. "You made yo self look like a clown comin here" he said. "I don't give a fuck about nothin you gotta say. It's just a whole bunch of bullshit. I woulda never did you like that, I mean never." He said. "Seaton my dad died. I had to be there for him" I cried. "And I understand that. I ain't mad about that but jamere said you came back in the city way after that happened. I was on life support you understand, they coulda pulled that plug at anytime. I coulda been gone for good and you ain't even give a fuck. If you knew the story behind this shit maybe you a understand what I'm so pissed off about" he said. "Tell me" I said. "I ain't gotta tell you shit" he said. "Just tell me" I said. "I saved yo life" he said. I furrowed my eyebrows and stared at him. "How" I asked. "Ahmad tried to rob me and Jacari for some money. He said he was gone kill me and after he was done wit me he was gone kill you too. I ain't give a fuck about myself I just knew I had to kill him before he got to you and killed you. So I did what I had to do. Thinkin that was gone get me some fuckin recognition but it didn't and it just made me look stupid as fuck like always cause I'm constantly puttin you before myself, before anybody. You fucked me over so many times Mariah yo you just don't know. You went and got married on me and some more shit. You make it seem like you want me and shit but still be messin round wit this nigga Reggie. Divorce my ass. And wanna be hurt when I tell you I got Jessica pregnant. I told myself years ago when you cheated on me that you was a hoe, I shoulda stuck wit that thought and left yo ass alone. You ain't good for shit. Get the Fuck out my house" he said. My heart dropped and the tears fell. He looked away from me and I sat there for a second asking myself did he really just say all of that to me, me out of all people. I stood up and grabbed my purse as the tears continued to fall from my eyes. I walked away and I walked out the house and closed the door behind me. I got in my car and put my head on the steering wheel and cried. If I could say sorry a million times I would but Seaton just doesn't care. I looked up and I seen him looking out of the blinds but when he seen me look he stopped. I started to car up and drove off.
