I walked up to Seaton house and knocked on the door. I slid my hands in my pockets and waited for him to answer. A few seconds later Jessica came to the door and she opened it and smirked. "Hey" she said. "Wassup" I said as I walked in. "He's in the living room. I'm about to leave , have to catch my flight" she said. "Ight. Thanks for lookin out" I said and she nodded and left out the house. I closed the door behind her then I walked in the living room and stood there starin at him. "Wassup" I said and he glanced at me and nodded. "Wassup" he said in a low voice and I walked over to him. I sighed and sat down and I looked at him as I shook my head. "How you feel man" I asked and he laughed and nodded. "Shit I'm makin it man. Know what I'm sayin. Shit ain't that bad" He said and I nodded and stayed quiet. No matter how much he denied it I know this shit was eatin at his soul cause it was eatin at mine. Some old shit that Cameron got into with somebody caught up to em and somebody killed his ass. It happened 2 weeks ago but everybody still fucked up about it. We all had our beef with cameron but he was still our brother no matter what. And We been tryna find out who did it, no doubt about that. Somebody definitely gotta pay. But See, Seaton and cameron been tight since forever so I know it's gone take em a while to get over this shit. I feel bad for my boy, it was his moms one year, then it was Koby a few later now it's cameron. He can't catch a break. "How everybody doin man" he asked. "That's yo problem nigga Always worried about everybody, always lookin out for everybody. They good man. But you not. I ont like seein you like this b" I said. "I'm ight man" he said. "Sent some money over to madison and his moms today." He said. "You left the house" I asked. "Nah. Had Jamere do it" he said and I nodded. "I'm tired bro" he said. "Tires of Losin muhfuckas left to right. Got me thinkin am I next" he said as he stared into space. "I think so" he said. "You not goin nowhere ight" I said. "If you was supposed to be gone you woulda been gone ight so don't start talkin shit" I said. "I ont know" he said. I knew the stuff I was sayin wasn't hittin home. I was basically talkin to a brick wall. But if it's one person who can help him get back on his feet, I know it's Mariah. Yeah they ain't talked in a whole year. Ain't even seen eachother. But I know seein her a make him feel better. Anything to help get my mans back on his feet is coo. "You need me to do anything for you. Pick up some food" I asked. He looked at me and I laughed and he laughed too. "I'm coo man" he said. "I'm ight b. I swear, I'm just dealin wit it right now. Lettin it sink in" he said as he nodded. "Ight" I said. I stood up and we did our handshake" I love you yo" I said as I snapped my finger. "love you too b. See you lata" he said and I nodded and walked away.
