CARLY-JAY’S P.O.V
Have you ever had that moment in life where you just wish that it was all dream, that everything was always peaceful, happy and not full of sadness or hurt?
I have that moment. Right now as I woke up with a searing pain in my leg when I realized I did indeed smash a plate, that indeed Troy got out, that it wasn’t a dream and that everything isn’t happy and peaceful.
How do I feel? Scared. Terrified, angry.
Emotions, how emotions suck. Times like this I wish I was a damn vampire like on the vampire diaries where I could just switch the emotions off.
“Owww” I hear myself say as I finally come round and open my da,n eyes.
“Shh don’t move baby” Greyson says to me looking worried
“What happened?” I ask confusedly
“You dropped the plate and chunks of it went into your leg Devvy cleaned it up” Hunter tells me from across the room and it makes me glance around the whole room
“Annabelle?” I whisper in shock seeing her here.
“It’s me kiddo, I’m here” Annabelle answers and I hold my arms for her like a baby I feel terrified
Anna moves closer hugging me to her tightly. I notice Aaron disappearing and he comes back with pain killers and water.
Hunter and Devin left the room as did Aaron, leaving me, a worried Greyson and a scared Annabelle.
“Em Greyson could you give me a moment with Carly please?” Annabelle asked him he glanced at me as if asking if it was okay I nodded yes and he left after placing a kiss on my cheek and whispering that if I need him just shout.
“You okay?” Anna asked after Greyson left the room
“Yes” I say trying to sound brave and confident she moved closer to me
“No your not” She said looking at me I sigh and she moves to hold me. And in that moment I sob, I drench her shirt in my tears as she soothes me telling me it’ll be okay
“Do you want to get out of here?” she asks and I think about it for a second then pull aay from her so that I can look at her face
“I don’t want to run” I whisper
“What do you want?” she asks
“I want to stay, stand my ground I don’t want to be weak nor do I want to be scared anymore Anna” I say and it’s the truth I don’t want to be scared or hurt or fearing and then paranoid wondering if he’s found me yet or if he knows where I am
“Well what you gonna do about it?” Anna asks smiling slightly
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I'll always protect you
RomanceMeet Carly-Jay shes a triplet and has 7 other siblings, she has had a hard life bullied at school even her own mother hated her because of the way she looked and sent her away to live with her eldest sister, now a year and a half later she's back, s...
