ramblings

questions

Standing still

Like a leaf

Frozen in a blizzard

I look to the sky and wonder

"What is truly there?"

I ponder this question over

And over

I wonder

What truly do I live for?

What will I die for?

Is there a place awaiting me?

Or will the stars reject me

Much like the world has?

Is my path laid out

Or can I change my fate?

What do I live for

If there is no one looking down?

What if this path of beliefs is wrong?

What if I am wrong?

Is what I believe

Or lack believing

Is wrong?

And I have failed finding what

What is a grand ocean,

Spreading before the sun

A field of untouched,

Crisp snow

On a frosty January day

What is the grand question:

What is life?

What is God?

What is death?

What difference do I make?

What hovers in the deep, dark

Closets of my mind

Hiding until I need it

Or something to trouble myself over

What is the meaning of life

If my newfound opinions

And realizations

Are wrong?

What if my family

Rejects me over my thoughts?

What will I do

If this world of feathers

And silk thread

Comes falling at my feet?

What will I do?

Where will I go?

When my clock runs out

Will I have a crystal palace

Awaiting me?

Or will I be rejected even after life

Into the dankness of the dark

Cast away

And forgotten?

I guess I have to

Wait and see

What I want to know

Won't be ever found

But I will keep looking

For answers

To unsolvable questions

Answers the world doesn't have

But I yearn to possess

And odds are I won't

So I'll keep looking

For answers to my many

Questions

Questions about life

And what comes after