Gena's Recycling Bin

Giving Up On You

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Prologue - Banned

What is happiness? Is it real or just a figment of our imaginations? Where do we find this thing called Happiness so that maybe I could find it sometime? Does it crawl on the ground or does it fly up high? Does is come alone or in a pack? Is it somehow connected to love another foreign concept to me? Can someone please answer my question so I could have some peace of mind for the first time in my life

She threw herself on her bed as tears showered her angelic face. The sound of rapid fallen droplets morphed with her soft sobbing until her eyelid began to feel heavy and her vision blurred. Her limps seemed to weight a ton and the sound around her had become muffled until it was quiet and all she could see was darkness.

She stood in the darkness, shivering from the lack of warmth. Wrapping her arms around herself, she rubbed her upper arm trying to warm up but nothing came of it. Jessica opened her mouth to speak so that she could find someone to explain to her where she was because she couldn't see an inch from her face, but no sound came out. She tried once more before becoming frightened having the urge to run and in attempt to do so she figured out her legs had become stiff and immobile. She grabbed her legs with both arms and attempted compelling them to move once more but her arm became stiff as well and she watched as she slowly and slowly lost her body to the darkness. Jessica felt as if she had been sucked out her body and someone else was controlling her, shutting down all her abilities and she couldn't do a thing but watch and let the cold consume her.

She slowly awakened to find herself bare of any of the clothing she had fallen asleep with and a large shadow was casted upon her. She let out a frightened whimper before the shadow covered her mouth, muffling any sound that she might make. "Shh it's only me." The shadow said. Its rich hypnotizing sound became melodies to her ears from the silence of her room. She instantly recognized that voice as the boy who held her heart hostage and had broken it into pieces. What was he doing here and why was she naked? She clearly remembered fallen asleep with clothing as well as tears on her body. She stared at him, letting her eyes adjust to the darkness then taking in the detail of his condition. She couldn't see his exact features but she could see the minimal. Jessica saw enough to gain a new insight; he lacked any clothing as well. She knew where this was going and she was sick and tired of it and his little game of cat and mouse.

"Why are you here and why in the hell am I naked?" Jessica asked venomously shocking Brian and herself in the process. She had never thought she had it in herself to finally let go but I guess this time he went overboard. He had hurt and humiliated her badly in front of all their friends and he expects her to do this with him. She looked for cover but found nothing.

"You know what, don't answer that. I want you to take your clothes and get out of here now." She ordered calmly. For the first time in her life she's the one ordering him around and she liked it. "Who do you think you are? You hurt me. You embarrassed me in front of all our friends and you expect to just come back into my bed. That is not going to happen. I'm sick and tired of your little game and I'm sick and tired of you." She stated firmly her face as expressionless as a rock's. He pulled on his cloths staring at her throughout the whole thing. Once he had everything on he turned his back on her and head to the door but before he left he stared at her with his dull baby blue eyes. He knew the moment he looked at her face that he had lost her and this time for good.

Read Author's note

Okay I'm only trying out this story because i feel like i just want to stop all my other stories because so many people are reading but they are not voting or commenting. It really leaves me feeling like you don't like my stories. I kind feel like say Hey what do i keep writing if no one likes it. So i might just stop writing them but i might not. Depends on how I feel later on. Don't hate me too much i don't completely blame you. I tend to write how i feel so that the chapter would come out good but lately i've felt moody. Hope you like this.