Gena's Recycling Bin

You +Me = Chaos 15

I hear the car and feel it move and come to a sudden stop. I open my eyes. I touch my face, checking if I was solid and complete. I give a sigh of relief.

“Im sorry.” His face paler than before. His face change expression so many times that I don’t know what he was feeling. “I’m so sorry I should have been paying attention..” He says looking at me. I didn’t know what to say. I don’t know whether I was in shock because of the car accident or because he was not looking at me with any hate. After a while of silence his expression changed and this time I knew what it was. His expression was full of hate. “Your pregnant. Andréa told me but she didn’t believe her. You killed my child to have his. Why did you do that why?” I was getting angry. But I felt like crying also.

“Why would I kill my own child. What reason did I have to hate that child. I had even more reason to have that child. I loved you Matt. Even after you were taken from me. I grieved as you had left this world forever. IF you don’t believe me asks Lily and Bryan. Or take your time and look for Andréa. Find the reason she is in jail. She had a child you know. She was putting the child on the brother of my future husband. She made my life miserable. I bet she is having a great time knowing she caused me so much trouble. The only reason she had to hate me was that her parents loved this little orphan more than they did her. They loved her cousins more than her. And yes I’m pregnant with twins. Get your fact straight before you come accusing anyone. Now I want you to take me back to the church or else.” He laugh harshly.

“Or else what. You can’t hurt me.” I cruelly smiled at him.

“Do you value your life.” He looked confused. While I was talking I remember the knife I had. I get it but he doesn’t noticed anything different. I looked out the windshield as if something was out there. He catches me looking and turns. And then I pull out the knife and put it to his neck. “Drive me to the church or I slit your throat.” He laughs which pushes his throat closer to the knife.

“You won’t me.” To show him I wasn’t lying I cut him but not enough that it would kill him. I will get to that church even if that is the last thing I do. He starts the car and turn towards the church. “You really loved this man don’t you.” I ignore his question. We are about 10 minute away fro the church. “Your getting to that church even if that is the last thing you do?” I look out the side window and don’t answer his question. “You love him more than you love me.” That cot my attention

“Matt.” I said in a warning. “I loved you Matt. I used but I got over you. Yeah it was hard really hard. You were my first love but… but Andrew is my future. I don’t see you being able to live in my future.”

“What. I know your future. You want to get away from your sister and become a artist. You want someone who doesn’t care what you do. That lets you do what ever you like. You wanted to adopt kids, you always loved kids. ” I laugh.

“My future has changed so much. I want to settle down. To have my OWN kids. I want a husband, I will be not cheat on me just like I won’t to him. I don’t see you being able to do that.”

“I could do all that. I would do it better than--.” I stopped him there.

“ No you can’t. you can’t be faithful even when your getting some.” His face showed a confused look. “Let me refresh your memory, Ashley.”

“I was young and stupid. I love you. I would never--.” I gave him the are you stupid look.

“You did this didn’t you. If you really loved you would let me be happy.” We arrived at the church. He was thinking really hard not paying much attention to me. I quickly got out the car and went into the church to my happy ever after. Sure didn’t I say something like this and was totally off.