Give Me Love

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Shawn Mendes Imagines

I sighed as I walked behind Shawn and Camila,

(YES THE ONE IN 5H)

as they held hands and occasianally pecked each others lips. Remembering how I set up a hang with us three as friends with Shawn being my best friend and Camila I just met at a coffee shop.

*flash back*

I get to the restaurant, villa Marie and sit in the booth

I see camila and Shawn sit next to eachother flirting, totally ignoring me.

When is Shawn gonna finally like me?

When is Shawn ever gonna flirt with me?

The waiter comes over and sees Shawn and camila kissing and looks at them with disgust. She looked over at me with sympathy, seeing the expression I had on my face.

*flashback done*

I looked up to see we arrived at the resturant I turn around see they're all the way behind me Shawn kissing her neck as they darted to the car.

I sighed walking into the resturant "villa Marie" and went into the bathroom.

I sat on the toilet and cried. Cried till I had the hiccups. Cried until I was dehydrated.

After crying for what felt like years which were only minutes I finally stood up looked into the mirror and looked at myself. For once I saw the real me. A sad, worthless, girl.

I run out of the resturant tears still pouring down my cheeks. I ran home which was a 15 minute walk, I could make it without facing Shawn, or camila.

Trying to hold in a lump in your throat, while running, and thinking about scenarios what will happen next, is hard. I mean, Shawn can find me, or worse, find out I was crying and was going to... You know.. I can't even say it in my own head what is wrong with me?

I ran into the apartment I shared with Shawn and grabbed my belongings. I am not gonna deal with Shawn or camila anymore. I'm just gonna live with my friend Erika ( nymendes )that lives a few miles away.. Shawn won't notice I'm gone anyways. Right?

-

"Hey! What happened? Are you okay?!? Do I need to beat an ass?" Erika asks frantically as she lets me in.

"Uh-h Shawn is dating Camila now a-and y-you know how I-"

"You like him. I know. Okay so why do you need to move in with me?"

"H-he is having sex with her right now. IN A CAR ERIKA. IN. A. CAR."

"Holy shit... Didn't he say he was gonna get with you after he broke up with lauren? What happened to that?!" She asks me.

"I honestly don't know."

Shawn (bruh)

As Camilla and I were walking, out of the corner of my eye I see Bella

(IM SORRY LIKE UGH)

Silently crying in her hands as she ran in front of us.

"Baby I need to talk to you about something, let's talk about this in the car." I whisper into her neck as she smiled and nodded we darted to the car we came in. I looked back and saw Bella run into the resturant with tears in her eyes.

"What did you need to talk about?" Camila asked as she looked up at me.

"We need to break up." I say in a low voice.

"B-but I wanted to lose my virginity to you! You promised me!" She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"We will but- hey, is that Bella? On the side walk?" I say looking out the window.

I feel her grab my face to make her face her and she kissed me with force.

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There'll be a part 2 don't rush me

lols k bye

-bebelelelelellelelelellallalalalalalala

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