Shawn Mendes Imagines

The look.

Shawn Mendes Imagines

(A/N : MAKE SURE YOU READ "SACRIFICES" FIRST BECAUSE THIS IS PART 2)

you

*5 years ago*

(they're 15)

"Shawn!" I screamed as I ran to him.

he turned, saw me and had the brightest look on his face.

knowing that he liked me was the best feeling.

I over heard shawn and Matt talking about me and how Shawn liked me, so I was ready to tell him I liked him back.

Shawn was talking to somebody.

when I finally reached him he stepped to the side and a girl stepped forward.

he smiled down to her the look you give someone when you truly love them.

"this is Camilla, my girlfriend." he says motioning to her.

I hoped they didn't hear my heart shatter and my soul scream.

"hi! I'm Y/N, shawns best friend." I say shaking her hand.

"I'm camila! so nice to meet yo- wait shawn already said my name," she laughs.

she was the happiest thing in the world.

present

I was sitting on the steps of the church pulling at my hair like a stressed mother on her period.

I went to the back of the church, and just sat there thinking.

"hey Y/N.." I could recognize the voice from a mile away.

I get up and try to walk away but he stops me.

"Y/N just talk to me," he says in a deep, serious voice.

"fine." I say looking at him.

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"why didn't you tell me you liked me?"

"you just - when you introduced me to Camilla I was gonna tell you - but then I knew it wasn't meant to be." I explain, trying to be strong.

"how?"

"you looked at her the way I looked at you." I said tears scilently going down my face.

"so you held everything in, just because of a look?" he says confused again.

"look Shawn, these aren't my decisions-" he cuts me off.

"YES THEY ARE! YOU DECIDED TO IGNORE YOUR FEELINGS FIR 5 YEARS JUST FOR A LOOK?" He booms.

"YES SHAWN I DID AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?" I say my voice cracking.

"BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT YOU TO GET HURT OK?" I scream clenching my hair.

"I KNEW YOU WOULD SHUT ME OUT IF I TOLD YOU, I KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER TALK TO ME OK?"

"I KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER INVITE ME TO YOUR PRECIOUS WEDDING, TO YOUR STUPID DINNER, HELL I WOULDVE JUMPED OFF A BRIDGE BY NOW." I say, walking away.

"look, I'm gonna go home - I'll never talk to you again, I'll never invite you to anything - deal? deal." I say, walking away.

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part 3 will come tomorrow or later :)

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