Shawn Mendes Imagines

I'm gonna love myself.

Shawn Mendes Imagine

you

I walked through the halls seeing the people scilently judging me.

I finally got to my locker seeing my sweater sleeve fall the slightest and I could already see them.

The cuts I had made last night.

I may be making a big deal out of this but it was the first time I've did it and the worst part,

it felt amazing.

As I grabbed 3 binders and my folders and started walking to my next class.

As I was walking I felt someone kick my foot and I fell straight on my face.

"So.. I heard you hooked up with Geoff.." I heard him scream in my ear.

(A/N : changed it to Geoff bC my nymendes has a brother named Ian and it felt weird)

"Too bad I'm a Virgin right?" I say under my breath.

Her picks me up by my shirt and looks me in the eyes and all I could hear was his breathing.

"What did you say?" He says pulling me closer to him.

"I - uh - yo-"

"Forget it, you and ugly, lying, slut." He spits as he drops me to the floor with a bang.

I run to the bathroom hearing the bystanders laugh. As I get into the bathroom I see 4 girls in there running out, scared to be seen with me.

I look into the mirror. A shattered, stupid, girl. I look at my body. Fat thighs, and a fat stomach. I look at my face. Purple under eyes, smeared mascara, and red eyes.

I looked at myself differently.

The dark circles, brought out my brown eyes

(A/N : you have Brown eyes now k)

The fat didn't even sag. I actually had a thigh gap that no one can see, but me.

My smeared mascara looked like art, and my face was the canvas.

The shattered peices were slowly being put back together.

I love me, gonna love myself no I don't need anybody else.
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THIS MADE ME CRY TEARS

BYE