Devil

Chapter 20

You didn't know what lead you to do that. Maybe it was the painful and pulsating sensation between your legs or the need to be connected with Jongin in every possible way, but you couldn't stop. The part of you that told you that you were still so young and you didn't need to rush things turned off. Now your heart, mind, soul and every and single inch of your body were screaming that it was the right moment and the right person. Jongin was the one. The person who knew you the best, the person you wanted to share every part of you with.

You always thought that you were going to be extremely nervous in your first time, but you were so calm. You knew your body would know what to do; it was instinct. You felt Jongin sweating palms roaming along your back. He was nervous. You never thought that the first time could be a big deal for boys, but you were so wrong. Jongin was literally shaking.

"Shhh... It's ok, baby", you whispered as you stroke his cheek gently and planted a short soft kiss in his lips. You kissed slowly for a moment, taking pleasure in each other's taste; in each other's touch.

"Wait a moment here", you said softly as you broke the kiss. Jongin looked at you worried, as if he thought something wrong was happening.

"Are you alright?", he asked.

"I'm perfectly fine", you smile. "I just want to do something first", you said.

You took something from your drawer and locked yourself in the bathroom. Since it wasn't planned, you hadn't have done or dressed with anything special. You looked at the underwear you just took from your drawer and began to take your clothes off. It wasn't too sexy but it was the best you had. You didn't have lingerie. All your underwear were couloured and with drawings on it. It was more childish that you would have admitted.

You looked at the mirror once you put on your new underwear. It was a lace, peach-colored set that your aunt gave you as a birthday present and you hadn't worn yet. It wasn't like you had someone to show it to. Until now. You brushed your teeth and put some perfume on before you left the bathroom. Jongin was sat on your bed; his fingers playing nervously with the cuff of his shirt. When he saw you, his eyes widened. He sighed as he ran his fingers to his hair nervously.

"Y-you... you look r-really pretty", he stuttered. He was so cute.

You smiled shyly and sat beside him; your hands immediately slid under his shirt and your fingers roamed along his back.Your lips met in another slow, passionate kiss. His mouth left your lips to attack your neck, sucking hard; covering your skin with goosebumps. You took off his shirt as his shaking hands tried to unclasp your bra in vain. He sighed nervously as his fingers missed the clasp again.

"I'll do it", you said softly as you took off your bra slowly. Jongin kept looking at your naked chest in awe. You took his hand and placed it on one of your tits. He devoured your lips as he squeezed your breast gently. His palms felt so warm on your skin as the fire in your core was intensifying, burning you alive.

"Jongin", you rushed him. He finally managed to take off the rest of your clothes clumsily and positioned himself on top of you. That was it, the moment you were waiting for. Butterflies exploded in your belly and a tickling sensation invaded all your body as your flesh touched

"Are you sure of this?", Jongin asked worried. You nodded. He looked at you hesitantly.

"You don't want to do it?", you asked.

"It's not that. I just... I wanted this to be perfect, special", he replied.

"And it's perfect and special. Because it's with you. There's nothing else I could need", you smiled. That seemed to calm him down as he sighed relieved.