Devil

Chapter 22

Jongin jumped when you suddenly pushed him and straddled him, practically pulling up his t-shirt.

"Impatient much?", he smirked.

Yes, you were impatient; but angry crestfallen too. You were angry because of the events of that day. Subin pushed you until you reached your limit of patience and then Kyungsoo... You hurt him and that's made you feel so wrecked. But what really made you feel so crestfallen was the fact that Jongin and Kyungsoo broke their friendship because of you. It was your fault. You started a mess that didn't know how to resolve and that resulted in that whole situation.

And then your mother was coming back home... You missed her so much and you regretted profoundly what you told her. You wanted to apologize so badly. But now the only thought that crossed your mind was that you weren't going to be able to be with Jongin the way you wanted. Everything had been so idyllic with him until now. Your parents weren't there and you had been free to take your own decisions. But you were still young. You both had to respect and follow your parents' decisions. You knew you weren't still completely the owner of your life. You knew you'd have to talk and give an explanation to your mother at some point and that pissed you off. You couldn't help but being selfish.

You had never been a rebel or a reckless person before. You had always paid attention to your mother and respected everything she said. You had always been a good girl. But you changed since Jongin. You wanted to be with him no matter what. You had lied and cheated. You destroyed Jongin's and Kyungsoo's friendship and lost your own with Subin. But you also had known love, you had reached a level of intimacy and trust with someone that you'd never imagined before and you had the feeling that you were able to do anything in this world. That was what Jongin did. That was what love did. Bring out the best and worst in yourself.

You leaned and pressed your lips into him. Your bodies melted together, and his fingers tangled in your hair as you devoured each other. The corners of Jongin's mouth lifted in a sexy smile and you both broke the kiss, breathless. You moaned as his hands slid under your t-shirt and unclasped your bra as your trembling fingers tried to unbutton his pants. You weren't nervous at all but your body was trembling in anticipation and desire. Everything seemed to be so slow when what you only wanted was Jongin inside you.

His hands caressed your back before he slid your t-shirt over your head, leaving you naked in front of him. Jongin's mouth seared your neck in soft kisses while his hands want to your breasts, covering your body with goosebumps. You moved closer against him. There wasn't an inch of free space between you both but even that didn't seem enough. You placed your palms against his bulge and stroked it softly, noticing how his member grew harder against your touch. You couldn't help a smile as you took off his pants and boxers slowly, under Jongin's attentive eyes. You took the opportunity to take off your own pants and underwear and jumped to straddle him again. His hands traveled to your thighs and hips instantly and stroked them gently.

"Shouldn't we go slower? Isn't it too soon?", he asked worried. He sighed as his fingers stopped moving along your skin. He looked at you intensely but there was some restrain in his eyes. You realized he was trying to contain himself. He wanted that as much as you did but he didn't want to press you. That sweet cutie. You smiled as you shook your head furiously.

"Are you sure?", he asked. You wrapped your hand around his member as reply. He had touched you before but it was the first time you touched him. You expected him to close his eyes but, instead, he just looked at you touching him with dark eyes. Soon his body began to jerk when you touched him in a certain way and his hands tightened the flesh in your hips as his breathing got heavier.

You felt you would come from what you were doing to him and stopped before you both exploded. Jongin looked at you with hungry eyes and before you could realized, he made you come down on him. Your toes curled with the overwhelming feeling as you leaned backward a little. It was so much deeper like that and you could feel every each of him.