I like your hair (diegosaur fanfic)

England Pt. 2

A/N: Hellos there, so lots of people absolutely adore the character Roni so I've decided to invest some more story into her! I hope you guys enjoy it and approve of this Ben dude and soon we shall find out why she's so upset. OKIE BYEEEEEE!

Roni's POV:
"Wait!" Morgan interrupted my story. "Hm.?" I responded getting lost in my happy memories. "So your first kiss was a British dude!!?! I'm so jellyyyyy!!!" I looked her in the eye, "you are not a mushy fruit spread, now let me finish.." She laughed and remained quiet.

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I was so shocked, Ben just kissed me and my mind was a whirlpool of "WTF??!?!" It was so light and sweet and he remained that close, smiling against my mouth. My eyes were probably wider than that hamster from bedtime stories, like for real, I was frozen in shock. The rain pattered against the window outside. "Ben..? Why did you do that..?" Was just about all I could say. His smile faded, NO DONT FROWN! I LIKED IT! I LIKED IT! He started pulling away and getting out of bed, and refused to look at me..SHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT! So I did what any 17 year old girl would do..I think.. I tackled him as soon and he stood up and he fell chest first on the ground with a 17 year old girl on his back. "What the bloody fuck..?" Is all he said. "Sorry.." I squeaked and I got off him. He sat himself up and looked at me "you..are something else veronica.." I looked down at the ground quietly gathering my thoughts and listening to the rain. "That's why no one has real feelings for me.." He raised an eyebrow and scooted himself closer. "What makes you think that.?" He questioned. I laughed and looked up at the ceiling, "because that's what everyone seems to ever tell me.!" I felt his hand wrap around mine and I swallowed, slowly looking down and his eyes searched mine. "CRACK" thunder sounded outside, breaking the silence. Especially since this made me scream and jump foreword. I almost face planted but nooooooo. Ben just haaaaddd to be right there to catch me in my flailing fit. He held me sloppily and we stared at each other again before busting in to giggles. He stood me up and gave me a hug. I hugged him back burying my face in his chest and he buried his face in my hair. "You're my best friend veronica..and I never want to hurt you..and because we're friends I'm so afraid to say it..." I nuzzled out of his chest and looked him in the eye, "say it or don't, it's all your choice bro." I shrugged. He laughed, "I won't then." I felt a little disappointed in myself, it was most definitely the bro! Why'd you have to add bro?! Ugh... I stopped hating my life choices when he ran his fingers through the back of my hair and pulled me closer to him. I wanted to look away but our eyes were locked, DAMMIT BEN NO, NONONONONONO! NO EMOTIONS! CONCEAL DONT FEEL! DONT LET IT SHOOWWWWW! FUCK, HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOO! Why did my mind drift to frozen? No idea... Oh yeah Ben was kissing me, and I was kissing him back. Weeeelllpppp that's my no emotion policy out the window. I wonder if I could jump out that window over there? Windows, windows, windows, windex? My heart is pounding? Is this because he's kissing me? Do I need oxygen? Earth to roniiiiiii??? Do something or this might lead to you passing out!!! Nah! This is too nice! Who needs air? Ben is more important...

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When we eventually pulled apart, it took about a minute to remember how to properly breath; maybe Ben could re-teach me? Oh lord are we gonna address the elephant? Ugh! Elephants smell! "Hey Ben.." I broke the silent panting of us that filled the room. "Yes?" His voice was soft and he smiled that damn fucking stupid smile and I wanted to scream like a flamingo. Hey I think I could still jump out that window! No, speak words now! "Why..?" Was all my mouth would physically let me say, explain yourself veronica! Go! Come on! Turn the gears a bit further! Speak! He raised an eyebrow. "Why did you kiss me?" His confusion faded and he smiled. "Because" he teased sticking out his tongue. "Because whyyyy?" He shook his head and leaned toward me, whispering in my ear, "none of your business..." I exploded, " THAT IS ALL OF MY DAMN BUSINESS WHAT THE HELL?!" And then being the shy pleb I am covered my mouth and tried to pretend I didn't say that. He laughed. "I told you, I'm too afraid to say it." Oh say it! Please say it! Veronica! Tell him to say it! "Say it or don't, I don't care." Ughhhhhhhhhhhhjhjhhhjhenejdkeneoeneoeneoenekebdowneoenelslpwlwjebrlwlwm! WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?! He looked at me laughing lightly again. "You seem a bit beside yourself, are you alright?" EVERYBODY! PUT UP YOUR HANDS, SAY I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE! I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE!!! Fuck I'm in trouble...
"I'm gonna jump out that window riiigghhht there!" I said pointing to the window by his bed.
He grabbed onto my hands and shook his head. "No you're not!"
I whined "but whyyyyyy???!!!"
"Because then how will I tell you, that I love you?"

OH SHIT!!!! OH SHIT!!!! Why is it every time I come around my London London bridge is falling down! SHIT!

Wait what? Oh yeah!

"Wot.."
The blood drained from his face and he scratched the back of his head nervously, "whelp, I guess I said it." He chuckled sounding like that window thing didn't sound so bad.
I looked down at the ground debating just about my whole existence and the room was dead silent for about 10 minutes besides to rain, the pesky, good for nothing rain that made this all so much more romantic and worse.
My voice pipped up, "I think I love you too.." The color from my face was given to him or something, because I was an albino and his face was redder than a hot tamale candy. He threw his arms around me and he seemed to balance it out. We both had normal human skin and we just sat there hugging each other tightly. He picked me up and laid me in his bed, laying next to me. He held my hands, his hands were so cold.
THE COLD NEVER BOTHERED ME ANYWAY!
"Veronica.." He lightly mumbled. "Yeah?" I said flickering my eyes open.
"Please don't leave..?"
I bit my lip, "I won't."

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That night I went home and skyped Morgan, I had to tell her all about Ben!

The call connected and I saw her smiling, yay she's in a good mood!
After talking for a while, the lone was quiet on both sides.

I whispered, "Im thinking about staying here for college."

"What..?" Morgans smile fell and she coughed out.

"Yeah." I gave a soft reassuring smile. "I love it here, I never want to leave." Time to tell her about ben. But then...

I saw blurry tears escaping her eyes

oh no..

"What's that look for?" Please don't be hurt or dying or something aweful!!!

She put on a clearly fake smile "nothing! I'm happy for you,"

I shook my head  "No, what's up?"

Her voice was a quiet and mousey "please come home..."

Oh no! My poor Morgan..
"What's been going on....you've been building this up...I can tell!" The words rushed out of my mouth.

I could tell, word vomit was coming "I miss you, I miss you so much, it feels like you were never here in the first place! I need you! You're my only friend! Please..."

I sat there lost in my thoughts... I couldn't leave Morgan like this..bros before hoes! Chicks before dicks! But..Ben...

Finally my choice was made up,

"I'll be back in a week.."

Her voice was rough from crying, "thank you.."

"You're welcome..."

The line was silent and thoughts were running through my mind and tears were swelling in the corners of my eyes.

I put up a small smile, "I'm going to bed..goodnight.."

"Goodnight.." She smiled.

The call ended and I sat in my room crying quietly, replaying one thing over and over again.

"Please don't leave..?" His voice pounded in my head
"I won't..." I lied.