Destined to be a Rogue (Alphas and Rogues#1) {Will be Edited Soon}

Chapter 8

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How can I love when I am afraid to fall?

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Why did I kiss him?

Why?

I hurled another glass at the wall, the pieces flying everywhere. Blood seeped out from my hands and feet but I could care less. I enjoyed causing myself pain. It dulled the pain that I had to go through. 

It was one thing to resist the bond from far away. But kissing him made me realize that maybe I could never let him go.

And that was dangerous for me, for him and for Nate.

The window of my room opened with a crack as a girl from the prick's pack jumped in my room. She reeked of pack wolves. And somehow that angered me. 

"Get out!" I screamed at her. "Why are you here? To see me break? Just leave my sight." I sobbed, clutching my bleeding hand. 

Something in her face had reminded me of the prick,

After a moment, I felt a hand on my shoulder. 

"I saw what happened. Get up and stop moaning around. And even though my brother is a clueless jerk, a girl knows when the another girl is broken here," she touched the spot where my heart was. Her voice was lilting yet strong. She had his eyes, blue and his strong cheekbones. Her body was sleek and she wore a tight black shirt and black skinny jeans and high heeled boots. She leaned down and wrapped a piece of cloth around my hand, to stop the blood flow. "The name's Sarah. And by the way, you are welcome."

Something about her presence was comforting and trusting. I gave her a blank look, wiping away my tears. I hated crying in front of anyone. 

"Get up," Sarah said, rolling her eyes at me. 

I raised my eyebrows at her and leaned against the wall, "What'cha gona do about it if I don't? 

She flashed me a predator's smile and went, "Well, I guess it wouldn't hurt to mention that my brother is hooking up with girls prettier than you, smarter than you, braver than you and ofcourse more accepting than you right now."

I don't know why but I saw red.

Within seconds, I had her pinned against the wall and I snarled, "Jason is mine. He belongs to me only. I am his mate. No other girl is allowed to even touch him."

She smirked and pretended to clean her nails, "Well, you aren't exactly there to stop those girls to get there hands on him are you?"

I only growled. I was minutes from shifting. "I will tear anyone who touched him!"

My wolf agreed which took me aback. We never agreed on anything at all.

A big smile grew on the girl's face, "That is exactly what I wanted to hear. Let's go and kick some ass."

It took a moment to register what her intentions were. She had purposely pushed my buttons and I had let my possessiveness towards Jason show. Wait, what?

 Jason? Since when had he become from prick to Jason?

"You did that on purpose!" I growled at her accusingly. She rolled her eyes once again, "Look, I know my brother is a jerk and an egoistic pig but he does love you very much. You may have your reasons for not trusting men and love, but you can't deny the bond. That's what he is, isn't he? He's your mate. I have seen how tense you go around each other. But you shouldn't push him away. The love between mates is a blessing. Most of us are still waiting for our mates, you know. You are lucky you found your mate. Not all of us are blessed like that," her tone grew bitter.