Destined to be a Rogue (Alphas and Rogues#1) {Will be Edited Soon}

Chapter 17

Trigger Warning: Discretion is advised. Following chapter depicts scenes of rape, self-harm and might be too distressing for some sensitive readers.

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 You cried when you stopped pretending to be strong

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 As the reality crashed down upon me, I suddenly began to hyperventillate. The thing was in my house. My best friend was bleeding. He could probably die or he could be killed by that thing. 

I was alone. In the middle of the woods. With no pack. There was so much blood around me. There was blood all over me. 

I began to shake hard back and forth. Memories began to replay in my head:

"I had turned sixteen today. The age that female wolves find there mates. I was glad that Andrew had called me but I was nervous and I had brought Gena with me. Gena huffed, irritated. 

Of course, she wanted to find who her mate was but here I was dragging her with me. I was completely sure that Andrew was my soul mate. Andrew called me once again....this time telling me to come over to his place...."

The tears began to flow down my cheeks. 

I touched Andrew but there were no sparks....I glances up at Andrew, confused only to see the vicious glance in his eyes....I began to take a few steps backward but he started advancing on me. Unsure, I stuttered, scared, "An - Andrew...w -what are y - you doing?" 

I rocked faster. I was reliving a nightmare, the worst thing that happened to me, the day it all changed. 

His eyes had turned yellow and he bared his fangs at me in a vicious grin. He punched Gena who screamed in fear and terror. I pushed myself further into the wall....

"A - Andrew....s-stop!" I gasped. 

I could never forgive him. That animal. 

He tied both of us. First he cut Gena with his claws. Then he violated her. 

Gena screamed in raw pain and with each scream, I shrieked as well, unable to take it anymore. My throat was raw from screaming. I could not tear my eyes from her. She didn't deserve it. Andrew was a monster. 

"Stop!" I let my wolf take over but she was weak and I managed to claw Andrew but this angered him more and he threw me hard over his shoulder. Two cracks resounded, one of me hitting the wall and the other of Andrew breaking Gena's bone. 

Blood dripped out of his mouth as he flung Gena's naked, abused body across the room and began to walk towards me. 

Horror, revulsion and fear more than I had ever felt pounded through me, constricting my breathing. 

I looked at Gena's lifeless face, into her empty eyes and watched as the tears that had once flowed had formed a tear streak. 

I knew it would happen to me and I was helpless. But I still thought that he would have empathy or maybe some fear of his Alpha's daughter. So I tried again. 

"Andrew don't do this," I whispered, helplessness coursing through my entire self, "You are not my mate."

Andrew grinned wolvishly and spoke in a deeper voice as his eyes turned red, "You have wanted this, haven't you sweet little Teressa. You want me to do you."

"No!" I whispered, tears flowing down my eyes, "No! I don't!"

He growled and pounced at me, his claws protruded but I matched him equally and refused to allow him. He suddenly broke my claw and I howled in pain. He pinned me and said, "I will rape you like I raped that whore friend of yours and there is nothing you can do,"