Destined to be a Rogue (Alphas and Rogues#1) {Will be Edited Soon}

Chapter 11

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But I still need love cause I am just a man

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(Two days later)

Jason's POV: (Yes, I know it's been ages since I uploaded his POV)

Two days! Two fucking days! She had left me. 

She left me. The words vibrated through the room like a dark whisper or a horrible memory. The pain made my wolf weak. I had seen her eyes. She had left no hope for me. She just...left, leaving me as a empty shell.

Maybe this was dying. I could feel nothing, no empathy, no feelings at all. 

My room stank and I was aware that I stank of cheap liquor and even vommit but I was beyond caring, I could not think clearly. My chest ached physicaly everytime I thought of her.

 My mate denied me. She went with a filthy rogue. 

And I called her a whore.

My wolf refused to speak with me. He abandoned me like every one else. My mother left me when I was five. Now, nearly fifteen years later, my mate had left me. 

Maybe I was so despicable that no one wanted to bear with me.

I wanted this pain to end. I drinked, smoked, even did drugs to numb it but when nothing affected me I began to whore around. I wanted her to feel the pain when I fucked someone else, besides women were a distraction. But what else could I do? I needed my mate. I could feel her pain. Maybe it was because we were both Alphas. 

"Hey babe....come on the bed.....I am waiting for you...." A blonde bimbo purred from my bed. But her body disgusted me. I wanted nobody but my mate. Nothing could satisfy me. No girl was meant for me except her. I kicked her out of my room with a, "Get out slut and don't come back."

I didn't even know her name. Not that I needed it. She had served her purpose. 

I was using her to vent off my anger and frustration. A part of me was aware that I was being unfauthful to my mate but she betrayed me first. 

I clenched my beer tightly and flung it across the room where it shattered against the wall. "Fuck you world!" I slurred, "I thought getting a mate would be easy!"

I thought I would see her and she'd fall in love with me. But no! Karma had to be a bitch and pair me with her. Someone who would never love me. 

Who never wanted to see me again. 

Well, if she that was her decision then I didn't want her either. I would make her regret it. I would make her regret chosing that filthy rogue over me. Her true mate. I would hurt her like she hurt me. I would fuck her and then leave her. 

Oh, Tress. You just started a game that you could never win. 

I am an Alpha. Not a snivelling drunkard. 

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Tress's POV:

It was a weird day to begin with but Mondays were always weird. When I woke up, I had this strange urge to eat tons and tons of ice-cream and swim and dance like hell but then that urge turned to running. 

I shook my head. Wolves were weird. Maybe it was my wolf wanting an ice-cream so I shrugged it off and rode to the school.

I felt pretty cranky by the time I had reached the place and glowered at anyone who came near me. So the humans pretty much stayed away from me. I wanted to growl and shift.