Anomalous Lovers.

The N Word.

So I'm back, after nearly dying in the mountains and almost crashing. On the trip some girl 5 cars ahead of us crashed and flew out the window. She survived, but it was so sad when her family came on the scene. I hated having to witness that. It just made me realize more important things. I'm seriously traumatized 😔

Shout out to @nanxcc for helping with the ship name, Scorpira😊

Another shout out to the commenters and voters too. Thanks guys.

"You should just stay over." Scorpio said with a smile that held hope, but I wasn't willing to risk it. My dad doesn't allow me to stay at any boy's house. Who do I look like, taking that risk with my dad? Not Amira, that's who. "That's not a good idea." I mumbled. It was already late. I needed to get home. "Can't you just have Myra cover for you? You always do it for her." He suggested. I was reluctant at first, but soon I decided to stay. I really didn't want to, because his sister was still here and I didn't get a good vibe from her. Last time she paid me no mind and didn't speak to me. All she did was give me dirty looks, and I'll admit, it bothered me.

"You look like your having deep thoughts.." I looked up at him, while lying on his chest. "Something like that, but it's whatever." I quickly went to kiss him, to avoid the topic. He smiled. "That's it?" He asked. I stared at him in confusion. "Just that little kiss..Nothing else?" He added. I giggled. "Yeah, that's it." I joked. Before I knew it, we were play fighting. He was obviously letting me win. I accidentally hit my head against the headboard. He began to laugh. "Ow!" "Nigga, you play too much." I muttered. He stared at me with wide eyes. "...What?" I asked. He just shrugged. "No, seriously what? Why are you looking at me like that?" I panicked, thinking maybe something was on my face. "Um..Well you did just.." He paused. "You never say nigga." My eyes widened. Woah woah..Did he just? I didn't know how I felt about him saying that..Most of me didn't really care. "Sorry..I mean the n word." He corrected himself. "It's okay..I mean, you're right. Well I say it. Just not often and not around you." I shrugged. I honestly don't like the word, but growing up around it just made it kind of a bad habit. He nodded. "So you actually say it?" I glared at him. He chuckled. "No. Thats like the second time I've ever said it. Once in a song and then now. It just slipped." I was relieved. "Good, cause I didn't want to have to beat your ass or get some people to do it for me." I spoke, sitting up against the headboard. He began to laugh. "I'm serious." I replied. His laughter became hushed as he stared at me unsure. "No, I'm kidding." I replied. He smiled, relieved. "I just don't want you to say it though. Especially, if I rarely say it. It's weird and kinds disrespectful, even though I know you don't mean it that way." I shrugged. He smiled and leant forward to kiss my cheek. "I won't ever say it again." He replied. "Good." I smirked.

"Don't you have to write some speech for that award thingy?" I asked as Scorpio got up to changed into some night clothes. "That award thingy, is mvp." He corrected. I rolled my eyes, but quickly fixated them back onto his shirtless body. Yeah I was perving out while he was searching for a shirt. I quickly looked away. "I already got it figured out" he cleared his throat. "I'm so thankful for this award today. It means so much to me. I've been working hard all season and I'm very, proud to accept this award of recognition. I'd like to thank my coaches, my beautiful girl, and my pastor. Thank you pastor Jenkins." He smiled, then turned looking into the distance with a more aggressive tone. "Now back to this bitch, who had a lot to say about me in Geometry, Mrs.Smith! What's good?" I immediately thought I was going to die of laughter. He seriously needs help. "You're so stupid." I laughed. "Thank you, I know." He smirked as he pulled the shirt over his head and got into the bed.

Just a simple update.

I hope you enjoyed😂😂

But seriously though, What's good Mrs.Smith?

Question: Who actually had a teacher named Mrs/Mr Smith??

Also thanks for your patience guys.

Tell me your opinions on the n word though. Like for real. Is it "Eh" it don't really bother you, or "oh hell no" I wish somebody would say it.

In my opinion: it bothers me at times but lately just like the words "love" and "hate", it's just becoming another word. It depends on who says it, how they say it and why they say it.