Anomalous Lovers.

Big brother.

I was in the shower, but I wasn't doing anything. I just kind of stood there under the water. It was very hot, but it didn't bother me. I had been in here for a while. In a way I felt ashamed, but relieved. Scorpio was in the bed still, or maybe downstairs. I felt embarrassed and I didn't know why..I felt exposed. I felt uncleaned. Which was ironic, because I was in the shower. But mentally and emotionally, I felt impure. I felt like every other girl now. Would he still want me? The only thing different from me and all the other girls he's dealt with was that I was innocent and a virgin. Lots of guys leave girls after sex. I'm just overthinking. I realized I hadn't even started washing myself yet. I took the shower gel and put it on the towel. I started scrubbing down every part of me and then rinsed off. When I was done I dried off and then went into the room. Scorpio wasn't isn't there so I quickly changed into some sweats and plopped onto the bed, with my face in the pillow. I heard a bunch of ruckus down the stairs. I didn't bother getting up. I was ashy. Nobody needed to see that. I started putting lotion on and then reached for my phone. I went to call Red to tell her, but for some reason I quickly stopped myself. I didn't want to seem lame and emotional, telling her about my first. So instead I pulled my knees up to my chest and rested my head. Suddenly, someone walked in. I looked up at Scorpio. "Hey.." He said, walking to get his phone. He looked like he was texting someone. I was kind of upset that he was acting as if nothing happened an hour ago. I guess I'm just sensitive. I wanted affection, but I wasn't going to let him know. I was being petty. I was a bit sore, so I wasn't in the mood to be walking around, but I still got up. I went to go leave. I expected him to say something, but instead he glanced my way and then looked back at his phone. I left the room and went toward the back patio. I sat on the comfy seat and threw my legs up, looking at the view. It was so beautiful. I heard the door slide open and didn't bother to see who it was. Scorpio sat across from me, with a puzzled look on his face. Almost as if he was trying to figure me out. We didn't speak. We just stared at each other. Finally, I just looked away and resumed staring at the nature among us. He stood up and sat directly behind me. I had my back pressed against his chest, with his hands wrapped around me, as he rested his head on my shoulder. I could stay with him for hours, not doing anything, but this and still feel his love. It was like it radiates from his body and warmed mine. A question was lingering in my mind and after 7 minutes of silence, I finally got up the nerve to ask.
"Was I...good?" I asked. He immediately began laughing. Not a simple chuckle, but an "Oh my god, I'm crying" kind of laugh. I rolled my eyes, immediately regretting even speaking to him. "I'm sorry...I'm- I'm done-" he still continued to laugh. "Okay, okay. Im done now." He said and finally stopped laughed. "It wasn't even funny." I mumbled. "I know, I'm sorry." He chuckled. "Of course you were..I guess. I mean it's just a weird question." He said. "You guess?!" I gasped. "Not like that, I told you. It's a weird question. You were perfect and..You're beautiful, you know? How could you have been anything less than perfect?" He said. I smiled. "Thank you." I said. "What about me? I mean, I didn't hurt you, right? Cause I never did anything with a virgin so..." I giggled. He sounded nervous, which was adorable, "Well duh, it hurt, but that's not your fault." I said. "I know, but I just want to make sure you're okay." He said. I nodded. "I'm fine." I said. I wanted to ask if he thought of me any differently. If the chase was over, or if I was now like the other girls he slept with but lost feelings for. I was just about to, but he cut me off. 'I love you, Amira." I made me pause. His "I love you's were never this random. I didn't see that coming. I smiled. "I love you too, Shawn." I said. Once again their was ruckus in the house. "I'm in this b*tch!!" We heard from outside. Scorpio sighed. "That's Michael." He said. I sat up and so did Scorpio. We made our way to the living room, where everyone was reuniting. Michael was taller than Scorpio, like 6'2. He had wavy hair that was black, slightly faded on the sides, but was full and long for a guy everywhere else. He had really pretty hazel eyes and I'll admit that he'd be considered very attractive by most females. He had a decent amount of tattoos and dressed nicely. He approached Scorpio and they shared their bro hug and then he stared at me. "Oh sh*t. What's your name." He put a hand out and I (thinking he was going to shake my hand) put my hand out. Instead he took my hand, raising it above my head and made me do a twirl. "What the hell are you doing?" Scorpio snatched my hand and pulled me into his embrace. I laughed, it was hilarious. "I'm Amira." I said. "Oh, nice name." He complimented. He looked at Scorpio. "That's you?" He asked. "Yeah, that's mine." Scorpio said. "Ehem, who is That? I know it's not what you're calling me. I'm not your property." Scorpio laughed. "You know what I mean." He said. I smiled and nodded. The rest of the night everyone caught up with Mikey and I got to know him a little. We all got ready to go to sleep though, because tomorrow we're going on a hike in the morning and then out to eat. Honestly, I wasn't looking forward to it.

Just a cute chappie!

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