Anomalous Lovers.

You Ruined My Sister.

It was Wednesday morning. The return of school starts today in 20 more minutes. I was basically late. I was upset that Amyra hadn't woken me up. Since I've been back, she's been distant. It was really strange. We were distant before, but not like this. I had gotten back and argued constantly with my mom and dad. I caught her sneaking out late at night and accused her of trying to get high. My dad took her side. "You should be more supportive of your mother. She's trying hard to get better and you're not helping!" He had yelled. Apparently she goes on walks to "soothe" herself. A bunch of bullshit.

I got dressed and checked the time on my phone. I had tons of notifications on Facebook which was strange.

I clicked on the notifications list.

You were mentioned in a comment.

I read the comment. It simply said "Wtf". It was a comment from a guy named Cedric from my old school. That was weird. I scrolled up to look at the post. It was posted by some kid named Brian Thompson: New girl's a freak.

I was sick.

It was a video of some girl performing oral sex on a guy in front of other guys. Why was I mentioned in this? I looked at the post and noticed Amyra was tagged. I took a closer look. AMYRA was the girl. I was disgusted. I wanted to cry. Why the hell would she...How is she okay with this? I was going to f*** Trevor up. I was about to go on a rampage. I was pissed.

I drove to school quick as hell. I had missed first period and the bell was going to ring soon for the start of 2nd period. I spotted Amyra. I expected to see her balling and frantic and nervous. She wasn't. She had no shame. In fact, she was at Trevor's locker. She was flaunting it. She was acting like a whore. Touching him as if it was okay for him to exploit her that way. I rushed up and before I could attack him, she stopped me. "Don't touch him. Okay? I already know you saw it and I don't care how you feel about it. It's my body I can do what I want with her." I didn't think at all. Maybe I was wrong for what I did next. I slapped her dead in the face. I needed to. Nobody else would. Nobody else would let her know how wrong it was. I didn't stop. I was yelling and I probably looked crazy. "Why the f*** would you let someone do that to you?! Why would you be okay with this. You out here sucking d**k on video like it's cute! B**ch if you gonna act grown do something! The f**k is wrong with you!? I should kill you!" Someone was pulling me off her. "You dumb b****. You're smarter than that! What the hell is wrong with you?!" I was angry. I broke free, seeing the person was Trevor and attacked him too. I repetitively aimed at his face. Kicking, cussing, flailing, swinging. Anyone who tried stopping me was getting hit.

I was hurt. I was embarrassed for her. How could she disgrace our family like that, even herself? She was letting him ruin her and didn't care. I guess you could say it was a beating of passion and care. I hit her out of love and of course I was wrong. I was dead wrong, but I wasn't thinking much about that. I was thinking of my little sister, plastered all over the Internet. What would they say about her? What about college, or a job? Important people could see this. All over some d*ck? Thinking about it made me want to lunge at her...Dad's going to see this.

We were both stuck in the office now. Her face was scratched and the section above her right cheekbone had started to swell. I felt sorry, but I wouldn't tell her that. She had cried. She was embarrassed and humiliated. She wasn't feeling embarrassed when she was smiling in front of a camera having oral sex. She didn't think about embarrassment at all, until now.
I was breathing heavily with her in the seat next to me. The principal didn't speak much. She didn't know what to say, since neither of us would talk. I wanted Amyra to be the one to tell why she got beat. I had so much going through my mind.

Dad walked into the office. I wasn't planning on speaking at all. Amyra can take the stage. Apparently she likes the attention of opening her mouth to get others to look at her. I just kept asking myself why. Why would she do that?

Trevor.

I wanted to not only ruin Trevor,

But to demolish him.

Mentally, physically and emotionally.

I was either going to ignore his presence,

Or make him never want to come around again.

There was no in between.

#NoWords

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