T.V.D Preferences and Imagines

Bonnie Imagine~ Goodbye

Warning: This chapter involves self harm and a suicide attempt. If you aren't comfortable reading this, don't.

Your pov:
I missed her. I missed her so much! I haven't seen my Bonnie in months! And it's tearing me apart. She's been in the prison world and she hasn't gotten out. I can barely eat, sleep, live. It pains me. And when I saw her trying to kill herself, it broke me.

And I couldn't live like this anymore. So I turned to the only thing I could think of. Harming myself until there was nothing left to harm. I promised myself and Bonnie that I wouldn't do it again but, I'm in a bad place. And I couldn't take the pity everyone gave me and how empty I felt.

We were to be married! And now I'll never be with my fiancé again!

I walked to the bathroom and closed it behind me, not bothering to lock it. The lock wasn't my priority at the moment. I just wanted to fade away. I started to run the tap and watched the tub fill up.

I stepped into the warm water and sat for a few seconds thinking this over. And the cons outweighed the pros. So I picked up my razor.

Bonnie's pov:
I finally got out of that stupid prison world. And I was so excited to see Y/n! I haven't seen her in months, and I missed her.

She probably must be depressed. I hope she hasn't done anything drastic. She used to harm herself and I asked her to promise to never do it again. But she doesn't know I'm alive and back. I must hurry to get there!

*At your house*

I barge through the door and yell out;

"Y/n!"

No response.

I begin to panic as I ran to the bathroom. That was always her 'place' to harm herself.

As I near the door I hear mumbling.

"I miss her too much. *sniffle* but I'll never see her again. It's time to say goodbye. Goodbye world, Bonnie. I'll miss you." She cries as I quickly open the door and yell;

"Y/n don't!"

"Am I hallucinating?" She questions herself as I choke back a sob.

"No y/n. You're not. I'm back." I tell her as she gets out of the tub and runs into my arms.

"I missed you." She cried.

"I missed you too." I replied as I pulled back.

"What were you thinking,
Y/n? This wasn't the answer. It may have seemed so at the time, but it's not. I learned that myself." I added.

LI'm so sorry for not being here." I croaked as tears fell from my eyes.

"No, it's not your fault. I was just very upset and done with life." She shrugged as she hugged me.

"But I'm here and you're here. And I'm never doing that again. Sorry for breaking my promise." She frowned, nodding to her bloody arms.

"Oh my god y/n." I exclaimed as I fumbled around the cabinets for the first aid kit.

I found it and began to clean and bandage her scars.

"I love you. You know that right?" I asked her with teary eyes.

"Yes. I love you too." She replied.

I carried her over to the bedroom and let her rest. As I watched her sleep, I wondered why someone so beautiful would want to hurt themselves.

I know she was sad and felt like giving up and she almost did. I'm just glad I got there in time. Because if I didn't I would've been devastated. So would her family, friends.

She was going to give her life for grieving over me. And that wasn't worth dying over. It was fate that I was there at the right place and time today. Or I would've lost my beautiful princess.