Six Minutes randomness that's in my brain 24/7/365

hi um, what is this?

no because genuinely, what the fuck is this?

we are almost 8 months into 2026, and I have done literally fucking nothing.

why? and I ask again: why?

I only have TEN CHAPTERS of Fire & Ice total and three aren't anywhere near finished, 

like I sit down everyday, and I cannot do shit. and for what purpose?

why did Lady Calliope even give me my creative abilities if she wasn't gonna let me fucking use them?

like what do I need is it Adderall, or like fucking cocaine, do I need to sacrifice a toddler to some eldritch god of a long forgotten era, like what do I need to do to get this shit show on the road?

do you guys have any tips, or pointers or anything? because if so please, by all means share with the class.