Crave You || Peter Hale

5.R∈Flection

Childhood is the most beautiful of all life's seasons. ~Author Unknown

#JADA

*wakes up*
*checks phone*
*goes back to sleep*

20 mins later finally decides to get up again and takes a shower, brushes teeth.

I stand in front of this mirror, just staring at my naked body, wondering what I'm going to do today.

Sometimes I grab my boobs because why not?

I got a call from my family lawyer wanting to see me this afternoon because there are so many important things he has to discuss with me.

I finally decided to visit places I had always been to and just let the memories sink in.

I read one of the daily quotes that pop up on my phone.

What we remember from childhood we remember forever - permanent ghosts, stamped, inked, imprinted, eternally seen. ~Cynthia Ozick

I put my phone down and walk into my closet to pick out what I will be wearing today.  After 5 minutes of looking, I finally decided on a white long sleeve top, gold earrings and bracelet, ripped skinny jeans, and tan ankle boots.

Since today is my day off, I think I'll cook myself breakfast.

I walk to the kitchen and open the refrigerator, and then I see only last night's Chinese food.

There's a 100% chance I have my leftover Chinese food from last night for breakfast.

I took it out and heated it. I sit on the couch and turn the t.v.

I'm already dreading having to be at work at 7 am the next two days.

I got up and put the containers into the garbage, and I walked out of my apartment. I locked my door and walked down the stairs and to my car. The drive to the lawyers was quiet until I turned on the radio, and Justin Bieber's what do you mean came on. I started to sing along

What do you mean?
Ohh ohh ohh
When you nod your head yes
But you wanna say no
What do you mean?
Hey yeah
When you don't want me to move
But you tell me to go
What do you mean?

Ohh
What do you mean?
Said we're running out of time
What do you mean?
Ohh ohh ohh
What do you mean?
Better make up your mind
What do you mean?

You're so indecisive of what I'm saying
Trying to catch the beat, make up your heart
Don't know if you're happy or complaining
Don't want for us to end
Where do I start
First you wanna go to the left and you want to turn right
Wanna argue all day, make love all night
First you up then you're down and between
Ohh I really want to know...

What do you mean?
Ohh ohh ohh
When you nod your head yes
But you wanna say no
What do you mean?
Hey yeah
When you don't want me to move
But you tell me to go
What do you mean?

Ohh
What do you mean?
Said we're running out of time
What do you mean?
Ohh ohh ohh
What do you mean?
Better make up your mind
What do you mean?

You're overprotective when I'm leaving
Trying to compromise but I can't win
You wanna make a point but you keep preaching
You had me from the start, won't let this end
First you wanna go to the left then you want to turn right