I open my eyes to find myself laying down, my head resting on a big white pillow the sheets are all white and feel amazingly soft. It's now dark outside as I stare out the window. My room is lit up from the slight glow of the full moon high in the night sky it is stunning to look at.
My mind wanders off at what I said to him in this very room.
**After we left his office I followed him out as he escorted me to another building on the opposite side to the one we were in. This one looked a lot smaller as he took me through the front door down a long hallway and opens the white door at the end. The place is very clean and tidy but there is nothing indicating anything about what his personality is really like. Besides the large framed picture of a beach a beautiful one at that, everything seems just white and plain.
He walks in and turns around to me as he lays my bag down on the bed. The room has a strong scent of him already lingering in the air. I have a feeling this might be his room. It's fairly neat with white linen on the 4 posted dark wooden bed, there's no photos or pictures on the white walls or any personal touch I can see. There's a white couch in the corner with grey pillows resting neatly in the middle. Theres two doors to the left of me I'm guessing one would be the bathroom. I look back to alpha west as he's standing there watching me look around. I never even thought about his room but I don't think I would have imagined this. It sdeems to bright too tidy, I've been in james and Jason's rooms countless times and it was never as stylish as this one.
"If you need anything please press 1 on the phone and it will call straight through to my office" he says hesitantly running his hand through his hair.
I get the feeling he's not good with speaking to people about the normal and simple things in everyday life or maybe it's just me. He stands there kind of awkward like he doesn't know what to say as his dark brown eyes are looking around trying to focus on something. Any thing but me.
A small smile appears on my lips as Mr big tough mighty alpha actually looks unsure of himself. It's the first time I see a glimpse of true emotion from him that isn't related to anger and a different side to his personality. My wolf begins to beg me to go to my mate to hold him and never let go. I mentally roll my eyes at her because yeah i'll just go hug him right now that wouldn't be awkward at all.
Butterflies erupt in my stomach as a part of me actually wants to do it too. I shake the thoughts smiling on what the hell i'm even doing.
"What do you find so amusing Mia?" he asks falling back into his alpha mode.
His eyes are now guarded as he stares back at me. Besides the incident in the car he has made no attempt to touch me, show me or even tell me how he feels towards me. It's crazy to think this man before me is my mate I still can't wrap my head around it but I'm so drawn to him more than I ever thought would be possible... considering who is and all.
My smile falters as I think maybe I'm only here to keep his wolf calm. My hand finds my ring as I begin to twist it around my finger trying to distract myself, it's more of a comfort thing my ring just like a baby likes their blanket
"Is this your room?" I blurt out as it's the only thing I could think of without talking about the termoil going on within me and the fact that I have a need to be very close to him.
He takes a deep breath as his shoulders slouch just a slight bit as if he's tired but his eyes remain on mine.
"Do you always answer a question with a question?" He asks with a small smile
Wow his smile! I'm not sure if it's the mate bond or what but that smile is gorgeous
"You're beautiful" I say in awe
