Its been 2 days since the ceremony and I still haven't received word from Ethan.
He left straight after the fireworks taking almost half his fighters with him or so I was told. I tried to ask him questions about why and where he was going but all I got was his simple short answers than told he would explain on his return. So instead of pushing him I just left it at that.
Although I can still feel my connection with him knowing nothing bad has happened I can't help but worry.
I've been out and about meeting the members of fallen moon not by choice but Sean has kind of dragged me out of the house either to keep my mind off Ethan or he has been given orders to babysit me and he's trying not to make it obvious. Most likely the later.
"Can we finish up now? I'm pretty sure I've met everyone even the children" I mind link Sean feeling annoyed
I just want to go home. And I know I only want to go home because I'm sulking.
I want Ethan back
I watch Sean as he nods at me and finished up his conversation. We are in the pack house as supposable Sean had set up a late lunch for the members to come spend time with me, there new Luna. I mentally roll my eyes at the thought, there Luna who's alpha has not marked her yet and is currently missing. Chloe made this whole day even bearable, she surly does light up the room but she left about an hour ago for patrol duty with Liam, other than those two and Sean I don't really know the rest that stayed here. I worry a bit at the fact that Stacey went with the group that left with Ethan and I have a nagging feeling in the back of my head saying I can't trust that girl around him.
I say good bye to those around me receiving a heap of bye Luna and so happy to meet you Luna, smiles and little hugs from the gorgeous little kids. I guess it wasn't all that bad everyone seems really nice. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm losing my mind that I just want a normal relationship with my mate so I can focus on the more important matters.
"Ready when you are" Sean says happily stepping up to me with his stupid smile
Dammit I really need to get a grip
"Yes im ready" I say as I'm already heading in the direction I know is the way out
We leave the house and begin the short walk back home
"So any word from Ethan?" I say hearing my own frustration in my voice
He huffs out probably tired of me constantly asking him
"He's still up north" Sean says frowning
"Yea well I wouldn't know he still has me blocked and he's not answering any of my calls or texts" I says breathing out in defeat even though I know he's too far to mindlink there others ways he could of communicated with me
Yes i think I've become a little needy not so much as needy but I'm beginning to feel worthless to him and the pack that I'm constantly being shut down and not informed even if it's only by him
"I don't believe he would have his phone on him Luna" he says carefully
I stop walking to hearing his words and turn to him. That only means he isn't travelling in human form? Maybe it has something to do with his father from the little bits I actually understood from when he had the meeting with James and Jason is that he was wanting to find him...?
"Can I at least know what it's about I am Luna after all" I say narrowing my eyes at him and pulling the Luna card out again
Sean has been holding his tongue this whole time never giving me too much information just little bits here and there but not enough for me to piece it together.
