I know I should have followed him. I know I should have stopped him, But I didn't. and I've been kicking myself ever since that dark morning.
I look around at the small shops that surround me, Chloe told me the dress shop was around here somewhere. lately the smallest things have been getting at me. I've spent the last few days hanging with Chloe, Belinda and kelly, the last time I seen those 2 girls was the night of my presentation as Luna but nothing seems to get my mind completely off Ethan.
Since that morning I've tried to talk to him a number of times with him just giving me short answers to eventually just ignoring me all together. I'm not exactly sad as you might think, I'm more confused than anything else I really don't understand why he's doing this. Maybe I'm just becoming immune to the sad emotion within me considering the recent events that have come bouncing into my life one after the other.
"Mia"
I turn to face the other direction to see Chloe waving me down
I smile as I head over to her as I notice she's standing in front of KELSEYS which by the elegant looking dresses in the window would say I finally found the place
"Hey, sorry I got lost" I say approaching her
"All good but I don't have a lot of time Jason's picking me up in an hour he finally has some spare time" she says happily as we head into the store
"That's cool I'll just pick anything that fits" I say keeping my voice neutral
I've learned a lot to keep my emotions hidden lately I'm sure Chloe is sick of me going on about my relationship problems, she isn't exactly full of great advice either, her last suggestion being that I try to wear something extremely revealing in hopes to seduce him, but inappropriate in my eyes but she seemed to think it would be sexy as in than Ethan would stop long enough for me to get him to tell me what ever it is that's bugging him. I banished the thought immediately.
"That's not the idea Mia have you been listening to me at all" she says sounding slightly exhausted
I head over to a rack that's full of light green dresses similar to the one I already own but none of them as nice
"No he's already seen you in green.. You need something different something that will make him not take his eyes off you" her head is buried in a rack of bright orange dresses
I'm not wearing orange was my first thought
I head over to the other side, picking out a simple black dress
"What about this one?" I say holding the dress up
Chloe glances at me as she frowns shaking her head saying no
"Least if he doesn't talk to me it will match my eyes" I mumble shoving the black dress back on the rack
"Got it" she says narrowing her eyes at me Probably from my comment
She holds up a unique looking dress that I raise a eyebrow at. It is beautiful slightly revealing but not, at the same time.
It's a fitted formal dress nude in colour actually it's really nice
"I dunno" I hesitate
"Just go try it" she snaps
I take the dress from her checking the size and huff as I see it will fit. heading over to the change room the lady behind the counter gives me a short nod as I close the door.
Slipping the dress on it fits me perfectly I turn in the small fitting room trying to get a whole view of myself in the mirror.
It's got a high split coming to a rest on my left thigh thanking it doesn't show my slight scar on my right as the top half is covered in a pretty bead design rapping down ending on my right hip
